Tomorrow I have a physics exam. Worth 10% of my overall mark, I feel like crying because its hard. I am not doing well in Chem either. I plan to spend Saturday or Sunday at the local in door park studying.

Today was the post Secondary fair. I think I am going to apply to UBC, U of A, U of C and.. I dunno I think thats it. Working hard, gonna hand in the fees hopefully sometimes this week. Errr.

I wish I didn't have to go to school but I know I need to do school for other say I don't know 8 years? I want to be a doctor, I want to help advance the health care system but the time and school is stupid. I just wanna take a break, to be extact I need Xmas break where I can do NOTHING and not worry about it.

Tomorrow I have math first, trying to at least finish lesson 7. I have a quiz on Thursday.

Nothing exciting happened. Just other wasted day of my life.

I am finding Chemistry a bit tricky lately. I know I been slacking off so I been trying to catch up but its not working too well. I hope tomorrow on my quiz I can get a 90% but for some reason I am not feeling it. ICE box confuses the sh!t out of me. erm.

My dad called today, he still gave my mom child support and didn't mention anything. So I dunno :S My mom is still nervous if he suddenly decides to not give any.

First report card is coming up. I know I am not doing well in Chem. So I am trying hard to bring my mark up. I want at least 85% before the next report card. I know I CAN DO IT!

I found two bite marks on my leg yesterday and they are vague famililar. I sprayed the room but I am still scared. Please please please don't be back.

On Thursday is my math final. I am scared silly of that too, its like this week is so packed I am gonna die. =[ Thank god a long weekend is coming up.

My mom is stressed out too because she she realized that half of what she got is actually a student loan that needs to be paid back. She only got a little bit of a grant. My dad is being an asshole and not really wanting to give any child support. Urg. Sometimes I hate him. My mom is struggling super hard to get good grades, I hope things work out for her.

Attended a University of Alberta presentation today. University of Alberta is ok I guess but they don't got Pre-Pharmacy as an option like UBC. So erm... I don't know yet. Anway I gotta go to bed. Life can be so poopy. Here is other picture of my female girly Mentos <3.

Tomorrow is my math quiz, on Tuesday a huge lab is due for physics and on Wednesday is my Chemistry Final and on Thursday is my math final with a possible phyics test. Someone shoot me. I tried to prepare over the weekend but I spend the majority of time doing zit. URG. I have so little control over myself, all I want to do is relax. It pisses me off. I hope this week goes okay, I have to work harder!

Tomorrow there is a University of Alberta presentation so I'll be late getting home too. ERRR. =[

Anyhow GOOD NIGHT.

Tomorrow I think I am gonna try to wake up at 8:30 and then spend the day preparing for my upcoming unit exams and maybe just chill. My mom is working hard to finish school up, she really wants to work hard and get a good job.

Today I went shopping and I bought 3 Christmas wreaths that I hope I can send back to my family. I think they would enjoy it. I also bought some cookies, juice and fish medicine. I think 2 of my bettas may have parasites since they are so thin :( Hopefully medication can do something.

I guess I haven't really about it but I have a new betta (I know, I know..) but this time it is a girl. Her name is Mentos nad I love her <3 tones ! She is so spunky and cute!



Thats all I guess! :)