zomg it starts tomorrow, semester II of grade 11. I am totally.. curious to see how Mr. McGuiness is, no one has ever heard of him. Mr. Nixon said he was handsome young smart chem teacher but since Mr.Nixon thinks that of himself.. I have doubts. LOL I just hope he is a awesome chem teacher, I cannot way to do awesome in chem so I can actually dump physics next year. hehe.

I should go to bed soon and get my 8 Hours ♥ This isn't one of those stressful breaks either, I had no worries for a whole week which is great. I am refreshed so ready for Biology 30. YES. Bring it on! Cells, Organs, Reproduction, anything natural! ahahaha. I am so not ready for math or social. Whatever!

This weekend is suppose to be warm (thank god for the chinook), I hope I can go shopping with Kelly or something. ahaha. ^w^ I can't wait to meet new friends and totally do better this semester. I am going rock Bio and Chem. =3

Mom forced me to do shopping with her in the freezing cold today but in return she made me fried pork for dinner. :D It was yummy. I think during the break I gained like other 2-3 pounds from all the junk food. Well working it off, no need to be skinny but definately healthy. I really hope I can replace my bad calories with good ones. I went through 4 large bags of potato chips, cheesecake, chocolate, you name it. OooOoo poor liver, poor kidney, I feel sorry for them.

Anyhow.. toodles, tomorrow will be FEB. Wee. 2 more month until its official I been writing in this blog for 2 years. Achievement!

Is it weird watching to men have sex? Er. Yes very much. Is it kind of hot? Hmm yea.

Should it be the first thing you see in the morning. NO.

Well I open my computer to check for new updates on my favorite shows and the first link takes me to 2 dudes doing at it. Wow, great way to start a day and now I cannot get that image out of my head. URG.

Which reminds me of this whole gay prejudice thing. Mr.Selby once mentioned about one of his collenge prophets sueing a church for teaching prejudice against gays and some random judge reversed everything. What they didn't mention was that the judge was probably a member of the church and that he is secretly a huge cock that is prejudice too. You know what they say, I love your christ but not your christians who are so unlike your chirst. People reflect their gods/goddess. I sure wouldn't want those meanies to reflect me if I was a upper power. XP

Which brings kinds of makes me laugh since some person at a message board posted that if I was going to hell for believing love is right no matter what then lots of great, open-minded, kind and wonderful people will be down there. XD

I think love is love, if you love someone, then love them. Feelings go away but love lasts. Love isn't a act of sexing, kissing or etc, love is acceptance and humane side of a person. When you offer someone a helping hand, bring a lost dog to its owner, hold the door open, THATS LOVE. Making out with your lover and f***** them later is feelings. They can go away.

Laterz, maybe this rather steamy but disturbing image will be released for my head.

There must be a terrible mistake.

How can this be?

The very man I found absolutely stunning is not only taken by some random blonde but happens to be working as a janitor? This can't be right. Hot men = Janitor? What is the meaning of this? There is a mistake. Ok?

Twisting back to my life, my parents are at it again. They are "debating" over the issue of my mom handing demands of child support from my dad to the goverment. You know, much easier for her but then its crappy for my dad because if he wants to change the amount of the money or anything like that he has to come back to Canada and talk to the goverment. ahahaha I don't give a fuck but I kind of agree with my mom. When I go to Unversity but agreement and goverment demands he has to supply me with living expenses. Which is nice for me. If he doesn't want to give me no nothing talk the goverment.

He is leaving for China in 2 days, going back to his Hos and Whores again. Whatever. Can't believe he is almost 50 and still doing that kind of shit. Men. Urg.

I promise myself I plan to find a man who refuse to step inside a bar side vs being burned alive. So downing of women, so disgusting, so easily diseased.

Too doodles, worked forever on this new skin.

I think I failed at my physics final. I bombed it. I totally lacked time! I was spend like 10 mins on every question and I had only 2 hours to do 47 questions and a mini lab. URG. So I winged it, basically guessed everything. ahahaha. FAIL FAIL FAIL.

On the other hand, I think I did ok at Biology, it wasn't hard and I remembered and knew most of the questions. I hope at least I get above 90% so my average does not change. I cannot wait for Biology 30, it seems so much fun. hahaha. YEA.

I have my last final of Reading for E.L.A next, hopefully I will do well. After that rotten test I will be done all of my tests and have 1 week to relax and prepare for my upcoming tests. That includes Chemistry, Biology 30, Math and Social. I am scared silly of math but hopefully everything goes great. I am after all, getting my Biology Diploma! I hope I get a 95% for my diploma! <3

I need to study, bad, since my Biology Final and my physics finals are on Wednesday. -sign- I am so scaed. I should study my ass off yet I don't. WTF is wrong with me?

Went to visit Louis today, we played cards and I brought her cake. She was a really nice lady, I never met anyone that isn't cranky when they are old. Anyway its a good thing. :D

Nothing else to say.. good night.