Its ALMOST new years in China, scary, 2009. 9. OMG. How to do I feel all about this? Time for a self-reflection for the year? Well okay fine lets make a list shall we?

Bad things first, bad things.
1. I was forced to go to Victoria and live in supposely paradise
2. I have not gotten a 90% in Math :(
3. The guy I liked for 15min likes Harry Potter. Boo.
4. The Earthquake in China.
5. The Olympic in China was a money blowing failure.
6. The world wide economic meltdown
7. I left Calgary & my house behind. wtf.
8. People are breaking down everywhere
9. I have..experienced.. a bitchy and weird personaility
10. I bought a bubble tea for someone who turned out to be a ass, in other words
I wasted money. D:

Good things

1. I got a labtop
2. I met friends like Melanie, Catheline, Jas & Ninnart in Boarding
3. I got friends like Mary, Olivia and etc for tah day
4. I got my fish Taffy
5. I came back to China twice
6. Good bye President Bush

Achieved:

1. A 95% in my Trig Final
2. Only 2 Bs
3. Continued Bloggin and Myspacein'
4. Started to use Facebook still hate it though
5. Wearing Heels more?

Hardship I have ensured? Hmm coming to boarding and living without true privacy and not be able to see my friends in Calgary. Especially a few. Wasted time, money and smiles on a chick that turned out be.. well.. wasteful. I really hate wasting time with people. *cough**cough* Freezed my ass for because it snows in Victoria.

Rewards I have gotten? Independence, strength and control of money. woo. Thats pretty much it, I also got new friends, experience and I don't know things.

Okay 2009 here I come and I am coming new. A new Jamica with more super powers and stronger magic. I shall turn all, including Ninnart, into Jamica-minis! LOL okay, this is when you stop reading. lol

Happy new year.

Well not much happened today, I stayed indoors all day because its freezing outside. Plus I am not feeling amazing, I hope my girly thing again. Something men will never have to worry or think about. My chest is sore but I so far I have no experience any cramps but who knows. I have to go shopping tomorrow and its also when my problem is the most problematic. Gals know what I mean.

I am also so disgustly constipated lately. Maybe the sudden change in diet and meal times is causing it but I am so bloated. I need some advice. Lemon juice, Honey Water, Apples annnnd what else? Ahhhhhh ~ I do not feel good.
I been also not digesting food properly, I can feel stomach acid in my troat. I am not trying to complain to much since my grandma has been treating me well with food. I am gonna get more shirts tomorrow. hehehe. I hope I look good in them.

My next door neighbour owns the most adorable dog I have ever seen. Her name is JiuJiu, like achohol in chinese. LOL Its so funny because she is still a puppy and never been outside. (when live in a apartment) Everytime we open the door she would come running and charge into our house howling, yelping and barking. She is so exicited that she jumps around while yelping and sometimes ends up peeing from being too hyper. Its so cute. She is soooo CHUBBY and my grandma would not stop feeding her. The next door elderly lives by herself, she is very nice and I think its nice fo her to have the puppy.

You know whats really horrible? At the company complex of my uncle's work place, they have a herd of sheep every year. The sheep are met for eating, anyway they are down to their last 3 sheep. They killed 2 today and 1 was a female, whats horrible is that they found out that she was pregnant with a baby!!! My uncle was horrifed but the guys were like, "oh well, lets just eat, we didn't know, maybe the baby taste good too". Its so disgusting. They left the other male sheep alive, its sad because the leftover sheep saw them kill the other 2 sheep and knows his fate. He stoped eating and walks aimlessly trying to escape his sealed fate. Its so sad and horrible, I can't believe how cruel these people are. How can they eat something they watch grow up? They better not eat that poor dog their tied up in their backyard as well, the hound was a leftover dog that no one wanted and my uncle been feeding it. My aunt is afraid someone might secretly kill it and tell my uncle the dog ran away. I hate it when Chinese or ANY one eating dogs. Its a disgrace to me. Why be so greedy, eat your chicken, cow and pigs and be happy about it.

I am defintely on the side of bring changes toward animal treatment in China and across Asia. I know lots of people enjoy eating "other" animals in China, Korea & Japan and I honestly don't care, just kill it in a humane way. No more "slaughtering", isn't it harming towards the soul to watch a animal while you are stabbing it to death? The screaming, crying, the look? Have a heart people, spend that extra buck and bring to a slaughter house where they are humanely killed.
Plus why eat those exotic animals anyway, Dolphins, Sharks, Dogs, Wild Boars, Whales, Monkeys and weird fish? They don't taste any different from Chicken, Pigs and Cows? I think there isn't a need to be hunting already "endangered" wild life. As for dogs and wild boars, well just kill them in a way that they are not tortured and don't bring it anywhere near me.

Today was productive, 2 pairs of jeans and a good dinner. ;D I am looking forward to shopping on Tuesday. I am gonna buy more shirts and other small items for myself. I still need a pair of black shoes and a landry basket.

I wander how everyone else is doing for Christmas and New Years? Its so cold here so I am kind of cooped up in the house. Okay okay enough blabbing. I shall go now ~

Today I went shopping. :) I bought a pair of boots, its pretty good. It cost roughly around $250 CAD. Yeeaaah not bad I guess? LOL I like expensive stuff too, its just everyyear I change my closet so no point in buying clothe in the hundreds. The shirt I bought is like $20 CAD, and it looks awesomely stylish. :D

I bought 3 bras! They are moo-moo, heart & vintage. I like the moo moo one the best. hehe I am going again tomorrow to buy more stuff, I really want a pair of skinny jeans and heels. Hmmm.

We had lucnh at a fancy resturant with some people my parents know. We spend over around $550 CAD, the service was terrible and the spa was disgusting. Its the worth resturant I have ever been to and I am betting that by next year it will be destoryed. There wasn't even proper hot water in a spa. Can you believe that?

Recently this little girl when coming over every single day to my house to "study" english with me. I have to "hang" with her for 3-4 HOURS every single day. My mother told her I won't be around these few days. *sign* I don't mean to be rude or mean but you I can't spend all my time with you from dinner till bedtime. She comes at dinner, eats and then starts studying. I have to tutor her till around 10:00PM and then I gotta go to bed. I can't do anything. Yeeeaaah.

New year is coming, its the year of the Bull! I hope everyone is strong this year ~

So other day goes by and I done, basically nothing. Not very productive at all, I was hoping by far that I can shop every single day and live the night life but unfortunely.. no. The "town" I live in is small and only has 1 small mall where I can buy some gifts around 3-5CAD and the other places are not very good. Well, on Sunday I am going shopping in a bigger city. I plan to buy at least 4 tops and 2 pairs of jeans, 1 pair of boots, 1 pair of black shoes, 2-3 tights, 2 scarfs and a batch of jewellery. Then maybe on my Tuesday, Wednesday or some other weekday, my mother and I can go to a different city to buy other stuff.

I want to be more productive, I been keeping up with the fish cleaning other then yesterday sad event. I also miss my canadian fish, Taffy. I wander how Nick is treating that poor boy. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, well its Christmas Eve tonight for China. Then.. no one really cares, we are having chicken, rice and noodles. LOL
I bought little gifts for people, 1 for Ninnart, 2 for Melanie, 1 for Jasmine, 1 for Mary and smaller gifts for everybody else like Cindy, Serena, Elanie and etc. hehe
I don't think they ever found out I snuck out to downtown. hehe

I think I need to change my skin soon. But to what? I am thinking something more bright or very dark. Actually I want darker colors right now because its winter. yeeeaaaahhh hmmmm.

~ BYE BYE

Dearest Little Black Moor Fish

I am so sorry you died in such a horrible, kind and stupid way. My grandmother is a blind and foolish old lady. You were only resting when she scooped you out of your tank and threw you in a garbage bag because she thought you where dead. I am so sorry and my heartbreaks for you.

OMG. WTF??? WHY WHY WHY WHY? My fish! ahhhhh STUPID grandma. You threw my LIVE fish into the garbage. WTF Then you say I killed it, GOD PLEASE, DON'T EVER LET ONE MORE FISH OR ANIMAL LAND IN THE HANDS OF THIS BLIND FAMILY. AHHHHHHHH FUCK!
-__-; BAD DAY. grrrr. FUCK.