They say time is the most priceless thing in the world. So why the hell am I wasting it doing nothing all day? Well I went to T&T with mom today but when I got back, I crusied the web and ended up watching re-runs of Sailor Moon. I guess you can say I was reminiscenting over the past. But still.. akward.

On Friday me and Kelly went to Chinook Mall together, I found a new nice pair of jeans that I want but it cost over 30 bucks. =[ Still can't decide if I should get it or not. I wish I had more money. But I spend $10 dollars anyways on 2 different types of aquatic plant and a new betta fish name Napoleon! Me and Kelly sat at the mall for over 15 min trying to come up with a name and we decided on Napoleon (actually I decided on Napoelon). I really love that name lol, I like naming my pets after historical figures like Mozart, Marie Antoniette and etc.

Last night I had a dream I was married to a smexy and dreamy husband, god! He was so handsome and charming. Too bad it was only a dream, wish it were real! Hopefully I would have the same dream !

All nighty-o, tomorrow I am going to Walmart AND I am gonna study!

Tomorrow is my Biology Final, I didn't really bother to study at all because I am too tried. I'll review tomorrow during Lunch and Social since I have Bio last. Urg. I really need a break, can't wait until Spring Break!

My mom is still all excitied over this guy she met on the Internet, he claims he might visit her time month... I still don't trust her stroke of luck but I don't wanna pop her Happy Bubble either. I have to constantly remind her the internet is not safe. -sign- I feel like my parents are so immature. God. My dad is still so dumb over there. My mom is like a teenager who just had her heartbroken and is getting her new game on and my dad is like a sex-crazied teenager. Both are.. URG. Yea. =[ There not even cool. They are old fashioned teenagers with bad tempers. BLAH.
Good Night :)

When will I learn not to cram studyin' till the very last moment. I am so bad at time management its no even funny. Both of my finals for Chem and Math are on Wednesday. I am praying for 83% + and both of them, because any lower and my marks will suffer. I am scared because I can't wrap my head around everything. I have my Biology Quiz tomorrow, aming for 90%+ as usual. I think I got it down, just need to remnd myself a couple stuff.

I hope I do insanely well on my Math final, its woth 16% of my final mark. I want to cry. God. The pressure.

On the side note, my mom met this guy from England online. He seems real handsome, intelligent and caring. HOWEVER. He seems to be too good to be true and some of his stories are a little odd. I fear he may be a scammer so I cautioned my mom to be wary of him and not get to personal. She feels flattered but she took my advice. Hopefully he is an actual guy looking for love and not money.

I am looking forward to Spring Break ♥ Peace out

Other day gone already. Whipped by again.

I had no time to do math.. again since I had a Biology and Chem Lab due today. I have to go see Mr. G early in the morning for tutorials, don't get some stuff. =/

Busy Busy, I had my math quiz today, it was ok, who knows how well I actually did. Hopefully 86%+? I also did my Biology Penis Quiz. ahaha. I think I did ok, I labelled the Utheter as Uthera and might have labelled the Ejalatory Duct wrong but other then that I think I am good. Hopefully less then 2 marks off.

More chem quiz tomorrow, bigger chem quiz thursday or Friday and possible social quiz tomorrow. shoot me.

Maybe that is why I waste so much time, I can sit and stare into space for hours. I don't even realize hours have went by but my thoughts just keeps going and going. Then I snap back to reality. Its kind of gift to me, I can escape sometimes from my heck of a life to other one filled with creatons of my own. I am god of mind and I create characters in mind. lol Ok maybe thats a little far. If you think about it its like the book Breakfast of Champions. :D

So yea yea, I have a new layout. I really love this photo, I forgot where I found it but once I do I promise to link it ♥

I have my monthly annoyance so I am extra moody and daydreamy. haha. Nights. Oh, Yesterday I went to Monica's apartment to make Sushi with Kelly and Molly. It was so much fun, I did not like the movie called the Hurt Locker, great acting and all but I hate war movies.

I watched Constantine which had a B rating, Kelly didn't want to rent it but I watched it when I got home. It was a great movie actually, I loved the demons and the keep assing! Then I watched Boy Culture, yes, its a full out movie about Gay man but it won a few awards and it seemed really interesting. I actually liked it, the whole movie was about acceptance of self and the actors where hot, despite they are gay. lol ok ok ok time for bed. &heart;

But one last thing.. I should starting achieving old layouts since they are my creation and reflect me..

Labels: new layout thoughts movie random

-cheering-

Thank you thank you thank you, your too kind!.

LOL Anyways I am happy to say this is an achievement. I can't wait until March 2011 when I will be even more mature and even more experienced with life. Its cool to see how I have grown over the years and how I have became a different person with each growing year. Maybe I have lost the once childish creativity that I once had and the innocent thoughts I once always thought are the correct ones.

I learned that not everywhere do you belong and not every place gives you content. You will always have a place in the world and sometimes you stand alone in that place. You realize why some people you call friends and some people you should just try to keep the best memories of. I don't regret anything in my life, I love myself more then anything and because of that I love everything and everyone around me.

I may not have the most functioning family and the most exciting friends but I feel blessed to have had them and each person I came in contact with whether they made bad or good impressions with me. Its because of them that I am the great person that I am today. I love life. I cherish life. It may be boring but its one thing that is truly mine.

I hope 20 years down the road I would read this and I would read this to my grandkids and show them what a insiprational 17 year old I am. lol

Haha, now I feel all happy and bubbly. Goodnight, Social test and chem quiz tomorrow. boo. There goes my happy bubble.

Tomorrow. is. the. official. 2 year. anniversary. of. my blog. WEEE.

LOL I am pretty proud of myself for typing in this blog for such a long time. Google better never shut down Blogger or all my beautiful history will be gone =(

So anyways today I did my Social Test, it was out of 41 and I already know I have 2 wrong. DAMN it. No 90% this time. I am probably sitting around 80-85% on the test, hopefully my mark won't drop after this. I am really hoping for a 86%+ on my first report card. Alysha is switching out of the class, apparently she can't take social no more. She is going to 20-2. She already has a lot of 20-2 course but then she isn't planning for anything major so I guess as long as she passes, she is okay.

So tomorrow I have my Biology test, I reviewed for an hour over all the different horomones from ADH to Cortisol and etc. Tones of stuff to remember but I think I got it down. I hope I do good, I need 1% to reach a 90% and only 4% to reach my goal of 93% for Biology 30! Gonna work REAL hard! =3

I did an hour of math and manage to finish 1 lesson worth of work, hopefully I can catch up this weeekend, still 1 lesson behind. Gonna do better on my next quiz. =D

So tomorrow is pretty busy, I have a chem quiz too. Blah. Its not fine.

Alright nights.

Math - 84%
Biology 30 - 93%
Chemistry - 87%
Social - 86&
Physics 20 (redo) - 86-90%

Those are pretty harsh marks. Right now as of standing, my average is only 82% overall, I need to pull it up to 86% if I went to do Early Admission. I checked of Unversity of Alberta and its only 73-75%. Blah. UBC is only 75% + and for Biology, Calgary is 78%! Which is higher then U of A .. oddly. I dunno, I am considering
doing early Admission for Queens + U of C. Since.. U of A is pretty much the same as U of C. The only difference is I'll be in Edmonton. I still want to try UBC as well.

I don't know right now. All I know is. I have to work harder >_
Grrr. Ok nights. =(

The chem final was ok but I am not sure exactly how I did.

Math is so hard. waaaahhh. I need tutors. blah.

I am sick again.

What is wrong with me? Why do I keep getting colds -sniff-. I hate colds, I hate congestion, I can't sleep.

So this morning I woke up early to go find the Canadian Blood Services but when I was drawing the map I drew it backwards. So I went the wrong way and ended up in Downtown. Kelly said I had to take the bus at 9 in the morning on Friday so I assumed it was near Downtown, It was NOT. It took me a very long time to figure that out. W.T.F How wasteful of a morning. Then I went to Mona Lisa and
bought some new paint. I finally finished my painting of Kelly and her Dog which was suppose to be a Christmas Gift. HOW OVERDUE! lol But at least its done, giving it to her on Monday, Merry Christmas 2009?

I doing bad in Math now, I thought I do better but I am doing not so good. I plant o study hard to tomorrow, we are suppose to view an apartment too. I going to review Lesson 7 just before we go to bed.

I HATE BEING SICK. WHY IS THERE SUCH AS THING AS VIRUSES? URG.

Yea. Oh, and on March 11, 2010 I would be blogging exactly for 2 year! Achievement

What a cheesey day it was been, classes were so loonng and I learned so much new stuff that I didn't bother to review :P Biology test tomorrow, I actually studied and went through things in my mind. I reviewed the ear and the eyes. I think I got Synpase and Stimulus all down. I am hoping I don't make mistakes with the brain because I get all the parts and function mixed up sometimes. Kind of nervous, I am so far doing ok in Biology, average is setting above 90%. I plan to graduate with at least 90%+ since this is my last biology class in highschool before I go and major it in University. But I have to admit, this unit isn't fun. I cannot wait until GENETICS ♥

So I remembered/relearned how to factor, hopefully I do better now in math. We learned new stuff but again I had no time to do my homework. I don't manage my time very wisely and spend nearly 2/3 of life, sitting there lost in thought. I think I think to much, think of useless things like what would happen if I did.. this or that. Blah.

I got rejected by someone on facebook, I actually don't know them that well but they are on a sport team and I was hoping to get inside scoops because I don't read the school paper. I guess they only add "Friends". Now I only get partial headlines buried in quizzes and other random stuff. =/

I caught other "bug" the oter day, it never ends does it. I think the building is infected. We need to move. I am starting to really hate this apartment, I feel like they are watching me, waiting to get a chance to bite me. This is insanity, we need a new place! ahhhh.

night.