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In need of something

August 29, 2008

Time: 11:00PM
Mood: blue :(
Music: Maria - Kim Ah Joong
Drinking: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Nothing
Want to: go on a diet

I haven't wrote a nice long blog in a long long time. Its mostly because I have no idea what to write about. But I guess its good to reflect on the month of August and write on what I think will happen for the month of September.

Anyway I feel so fat, I admit openly that I am chubby and therefore nicknamed Chubby Chicken. I don't mind being chubby but I think I gained like a gazillion pounds. I was around 110-115lbs orginally which means I have lots of extra baggage but I'm probably like 130-135 by now! I gained like 20 pounds in 2 month.. my grandma been making to much food. They taste all so good and everyone keeps buying food for me. Example today I went to eat beijing roast duck, and yesterday we had a Xingjiang style BBQ with fish, duck and lamb. I ate so much and I haven't really execrised much either.. urggg I have to go back to 110lbs by New year I swear.
I want to be like 90-100lbs because I'm like 158cm tall only.
It would have been okay if I was taller but I'm short and stubby looking. *sobs* I'm so FAT. ahhh. Its embarassing when everyone teases me. *sniff* They keep saying I would be so tasty if I could be eaten. Man eaters!

Anyway after tomorrow I will be going back to Beijing and after that I will be going back to Canada! *gasp* So fast..
August was fun but went by so fast. Everything flew by, I had fish and chicks. Next year I will be having a puppy. yay its going to be great.

I can't wait to go to Victoria but I am also nervous. I think this is how it will go, I probably will be friends with my roomie. Once all my classes are set, I will be like the newbie again. I probably will talk to a few other asain girls, chit chat with them etc. My teachers may find me fun and outgoing some may find me annoying. But most teachers like me. My class may label me Silly or Stupid.. or better Smart. Something that starts with S usually. Probably Silly or Stupid, I ask stupid questions but life made me for questions. I probably "choose" a low profile or friendly group to be friends with and not the preppy group.

I probably try to make friends with guys but if they are all like the weird kind then no thank you. I may be come closer with my border house or whatever you call it. Maybe not?
I probably die the first few days because I can't leave the school, probably sob all day because I can't have internet, probably call mama to tell her I hate it. LOL

Yeah. I'll get use it, then I'll be send of to some random family for the holidays because my parents are far far away. I hope I don't see my dad's friends's son. He is a complete jack@$$ and use to pick on me. He is mean, if I see him I'll pretend I don't know him. I hate his guts.

I wrote to Kelly but she never replied yet, reply ya bum.
Okay.. enough babbling.
Peace my friends, peace.

OH, p.s. DO NOT WATCH HANCOCK, ITS THE STUPIDIST AND CHEEZYIEST MOVIE EVER.
I also watched The Mist, it was AWESOME. AWESOME MONSTERS. IT WAS REALLY GOOD. The ending should have been happy :(
Jamica ♥ ♥ 9:00 AM

August 25, 2008

Mood: Sleepish
Music: Nothing
Eating: Grapes
Drinking: Bottled Water
Watching: Journey to the Center of the earth
Browsing: Youku.com
Want to: ..?

Hi y'all! Well I'll been going back to Canada in what? 7-8 days? The month just flew by so fast its CRAZY. I don't what I'm gonna do when I go back. Anyway did the same old bangs I had before, its just because my side burn was just no my thing. So yeah..

Anyway I watching Journey to the Center of the Earth which is pretty cool.. hmm yeah.
I don't have much to say, eh sorryz.

Muhaha, I am so dumb.
Jamica ♥ ♥ 9:17 AM

August 17, 2008

Time:9:06PM
Music: Leftovers - Velvet Angels
Mood: Romantico
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Your face ^_^
Browsing: Face-licious
Want to: be in love

What is like to be in love? Do you just wanna have sex? I mean its gotta be more then that! I mean.. what is it like to "really" love someone and how do you know that you truly love them? I don't wanna go philosophy on you. Its just a curious thing thats all.

Anyway I went to other city yesterday, it was pretty cool. Good food. I think I gained other gazillion pounds, maybe its time to diet. I mean the whole Chubby Chicken thing has been really getting to me. When I look in the mirror, I REALLY do see Chubby Chicken. Fuck oh fuck.

I recieved a email from Kelly which was kind of excicting and I chatted with Shalaleh on the internet. It was cool like a fool. Anyway tomorrow I want to
go shopping for fish stuff.

I been talking to a grade school friend of mine, she is 15 years old and.. PREGNANT. DAMN. The father is like 20.. that is creepy.
Jamica ♥ ♥ 7:05 AM

beijing olympics

August 9, 2008

Time:11:05PM
Mood: CHEESY

Music: Tila Tequila - Stripper Friends

Eating: Yogurt

Drinking: Yogurt

Watching: Olympics

Want to: Go to Birdnests (Beijing Olympic Stadium)

Damn, I watched the olympics opening ceremony. It was okay, but it was so LONG. What the heck with all the preformances? It was such a waste of money, the goverment obviously has to much cash on hand, when they could have used it for Sichuan Earthquake relief. -_-; The litting of the Olympic flame was a total disppointment for me. Nothing exiciting or special, the guy look like he was going to be hang.


I saw Canada's team.. they got a pretty good welcome ^_^! WHATS WITH THE US? They got like the second best cheers next to China. I guess China loves the US more then Canada. Aw, too bad. Everyone in my family thought it was too long and the goverment was trying to hard. The whole text thing and some of the acts was not needed.


When the teams came out, it was a hunk paradise! OMG. Some of the athletes were AMAZING, not just looks but BODY. WOW. There was a 16 year old boy there! 16! OMG. Like wow. 16!? I am amazed. I could be there next year! I can make up my own sport. lol yeah.. I probably fail at it. Anyway some of them were really handsome, I was suprised because most athletes I seen, example Galgary flames are old and not what I call handsome. Some of the flag holders were the best, they were some of the most beautiful people I seen ever in my life.


I watched Men's gymnastics and what I saw was.. amazing. The moves were crazy but boy, the guys were HOT. I gotta watch sports more often! ~ One of my favorites was this American or whatever country he is from. GOLD HAIR, BLUE EYES, AWESOME BODY. He was always smiling at the camera and seemed really easy going. He did all these 360 turns on the bars. IT WAS SO COOL. But China is first, GO CHINA. Go! LOL


Anyway I totally support both Canada and China ~ I hope both of them all win tones of gold medals and have lots of fun. hehehe for now I shall hope for more hotty bodys tomorrow. lol piggy me ~

Jamica ♥ ♥ 9:04 AM