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 Jamica. known as JJ, AppleJam & Jam and is Happy. Canadian. Silly. Smart..?. Human!?!?. Ailens ♥ Fruits. Science. Art.
Painting. PS ♥. Hugs. Rainbows. COLORS. Animals ♥. Bettas. Ducks!! ♥. Pandas. Tigers.
BUNNIES. Goldfish.
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| To do list |
1. Finish university 2. Buy a car 3. Buy a house 4. Before doing 2, get a license! 5. Move to a nice city |
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All Content © Jamica Photo used © Davey S Brushes & Graphic © X, X, X Etc © Jamica unless stated otherwise. |
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September 28, 2009  Time:9:48PMMood: Stinky Music: Was I the only One - Jordin Sparks Drinking: Water Eating: Nothing Suppose to: Physics Want to: stab someone >_> O god, I didn't do anything today. Just sat around and waited for the day to end. How lame and boring of me! I am so tried too, I think I am going to go to bed early and wake up early to do some work. I think I will get it more that way. I might go see Mr. Nixon in the morning again because I really want to pull my mark up. I don't know how I did on my Personal Essay nor do I know my L.A. mark. GR. I rushed through it, I think I have a lot fo grammar errors. Knowing Mr. Selby I am probably screwed. I just want a mark above 86% in E.L.A. Tell me I can do it. This is my goal for this term: Art - 86-90%, Physics - 85%, Biology - 95% and E.L.A - 86% - 90%! I believe in myself but when its a Monday night and you just don't feel like doing anything.. well.. Anyways good night.
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September 27, 2009  Time:10:32PMMood: Nervous Music: White Horse- Taylor Swift Drinking: Water Eating: nothing Want to: drink YOP Suppose to: concluding my studies
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September 25, 2009  Time:11:34PMMood: pretty tried Music: Breathing your love - Darin ft. Kat Deluna Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Suppose to: Sleeping? Want to: Punch someone Ah, Friday day night. Should be going to bed.
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September 24, 2009  Time:8:36PMMood: Bored Music: Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis Eating: Nothing Drinking: Nothing Browsing: Facebook Suppose to: Homework Want to: Getting awesome grades..
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September 23, 2009  Time:10:40PMMood: dim Music: Good girls go bad - Cobra Starship Drinking: nothing Eating: nothing Browsing: glitter graphics Suppose to: be getting ready for bed Want to : ace my grammar test? Well today has been other eventful day. I finished my physics test and is hoping and praying to get above 80%. Its only 20 questions so I need to get less then 4 wrong. I hope I did good. *fingers crossed* My dad called a few minutes ago, he told me none of the plane tickets his company could have paid for are valid. Since he didn't fill out any forms since he did not read any of the regulations. Does this sound familiar? How many times he not been responsible and read things over? Now he is losing thousands of dollars and whoes fault is it? Yours daddy, if you don't learn to grow up and act like a adult then good not losing money. Maybe its time to face it, we all make mistakes and so far I been the only one in my family who is being responsible beyond what I need to be. I am taking care of rental/billing problems that you and mom left behind. Crying and whining won't solve shit, maybe its time to take this as a lesson learned and take on more responsibility like adults do. GEEZ. Its amazing how I still manage to be a kid with all the stress I have to face not just at school but at home. I have more stress and pressure from home then school since there are more problems to solve here. I wish someone would just make them all go away. *sign* Its harsh when parents refuse to step up and take on their roles. Sadly, my dad failed for over 16 years. He refused to blame himself for mistakes, it was either mom, mine (even when I was a baby), the cat, the car, his boss, his friends fault. Never his. Well dad, maybe its time to realize it is your fault. Anyhow I have a grammar test tomorrow which I hope I will get above 80%, I heard Mr. Selby is extremely harsh when it comes to marking. ow.
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September 22, 2009  Time:7:52PMMood: Mellow Music: Lithium - Evanescence Drinking: Water Eating: Skor Ice cream Suppose to: Homework =P Want to: Be insanely good at physics I have a physics test tomorrow. I got a 75% last time so I am aimming for a 85% or above this time. I believe its roughly 20 question so I need to get over 16! I hope I do a good job, I am kind of freaked out by this whole physics thing. I am going to study for around an hour on it. The good thing is Mrs.Dell was kind enough to give me 1 extra mark on my test so I have exactly 90%! :D I am sort of pleased, I am aiming for 100% on my test bio test. Yes yes yes. lol As for E.L.A I am doing a music video for the song World We Know but we must show our interpetion of it! I hope we get a really good mark. I want like a 86% or above in L.A. :) The kind of nasty thing is I have a bump on my chin I don't know if its a pimple, simply a bump or if its worse, a bug bite. I am so freaked out by this. I am so spraying more sprays tomorrow and vaccuming! O our grammar test is coming up too. >_<
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September 21, 2009  Time:9:53PMMood: Cheesed Drinking: Water Eating: Icecream (I know its almost bedtime >.<) Browsing: Ultimatebettas Suppose to: Homework ok.. Want to: get a 100% in Biology.. AH Music: Turtle Song - Smiling Pasta OST Today was some what good some what disappointing. The good part was it went by really fast, I bought ice cream and tomorrow is no longer monday. The bad part was I got only 87% in biology which is insanely STUPID since I am ONE mark away from 90% which is.. just @$@%#@%#%###$@!@!#@#@@ Someone is against me, I was aiming for 90% or above and I am one mark away. URG. Anyways yeaaaa, Kelly got like a billion of teeth pulled out so I hope she gets better. Because we need to party together >w< Not. Yea but I know it sucks to have pain, cramps are the worse for me. Other annoying thing is my mom discovered little bed bugs again, they are only babies which means somewhere in this apartment are eggs. We bought like 8 bottles of srpay and special dust. I hope it kills these suckers, please please just die already. All of you! Yeaaa you know else I noticed? All the cute guys seem to be on the track team, I need to join Becca on pratice to cheer her on. LOL =) But compared to the stupid boarding life I have, I am enjoying every bits of freedom and food. Yea =] Wander how everyone is over there, ninnart and the bunch. Anyways I want to show you guys my darling Danny.  
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September 18, 2009 I wander who else might want to come... hmm... anyways, yea its only a half day. School ends at 1:15PM ish! Can't wait for it too end!!
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September 15, 2009  Time:9:52PMMood: Cheesed Music: S.O.S. - Jordin Sparks Drinking: Soy-a-milk :) Eating: Nothing Suppose to: Homework -.- Want to: Be Friday tomorrow =O
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September 14, 2009  Time:10:47PMMood: sore Music: Lithium - Evanescence Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Youtube Suppose to: Study physics =/ Want to: Sleep As you can see, I changed the skin to something more dull and in contrast to the preivous happy, bright and summer layout. I now have a professional, simple, dull, autumn layout. I'll get bored of it real soon. but its a table. Anyways I am so disppointed with my father sometimes. When the hell does a daughter have to be reasoning and teaching their father? This is just plain sad. My dad can't seem to understand the concept of loving family over money. I asked him for fifty dollars so I can buy some more jeans, he took the money out of child support instead of justing giving me 50 dollars. The dude makes $10,000 a month and he can't even spare $50 bucks for me. If you didn't want to give me money then just so no but don't do such pitiful and embarassing things. My mom and I are going through a tough time since he refuses to take responsiblity of a bill error made by Direct Energy while he and my mom was still married. He says he doesn't need to pay since she signed and he doesn't want to even help look for files that he has. He doesn't want to do anything. Lazy ass. Instead I am winging everything since my mom's english is not good. He doesn't bother to call to check on me, the truth is, I can not call for over months and he wouldn't even notice. I don't even cross his mind. You know what does? Money, sex and whatever hell he does. Everything is backwards, instead of him fathering me and teaching me I have to reason and teach him morals. God I hope he just smacks into a wall and realzie how stupid and immature he is. But then again, that never happened, it haven't happened for 17 years. I lost all hope for him to ever be a proper father "figure" the only thing that ties me to him is really blood. Nothing else. He doesn't care if I dropped dead the next day. In that case, then I don't care either. But it just pisses me off that I have to clean up the problems he left behind. grrrrr. I forgot to study phyiscs.
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September 13, 2009  Time:1:03PMMood: Weared out Music: Let it rain - Jordin Sparks Drinking: Orange Juice Eating: Fried Rice Browsing: Nothing Suppose to: Shopping Want to: Shoot someone Well the past few days have been rather unfortunate. The first thing was that my mom and mine bed have been infected by Bedbugs and after throwing everything out and spraying our apartment with more then enough toxins. We seemingly have no bites so far but continued spraying of course, is needed. Other thing is my mom needs to pay $960 - nearly one thousand dollars in debt to Direct Engery essentials since long ago in May my mother signed a stupid contract that niether her or father might have read. They made a mistake since the house they signed up us for was our neighbours and even more sad is that they didn't use Direct Energy Essentials in the first place so this bill is built on bad luck. Literally. Lastly this morning our faucet broke for no reason, it came off like it was broken during the night. My mom is so pissed. During this week a series of unfortunate events seems to be attacking us, is this a challenge life demands us to overcome. I think so. I don't know why this is happening but I guess this is what we call your mid-life crisis. Everything goes wrong. But I am sure I'll get over them.. somehow. Tsk tsk, all these strange bad lucks makes you wander if someone with higher power is poking fun at you.
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September 7, 2009  Time:10:00PMMood: impatient Music: I'm sorry - Neyo Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Ultimatebettas Suppose to: sleeping I guess Want to: get physics man. Well Kelly and I had a sleepover yesterday. It was really fun, but we did homework too. lol Thats because we were too lazy on Saturday so Sunday was our only choice. We made some Peanut Butter Dog Biscuits which her dog liked but we were unable to give them to Shelter dogs well since the SPCA was not even open. DARN. But I freezed them so we can give to the dogs on Friday. :D I am trying really hard to do physics but its driving me insane. I can't wrap my brain around it at all. I don't get it and I really wished I did. Its so hard. I going to bed in 1/2 hour since I am kind of sleepy now. Hmmm my poor fish Danny seems to have some minor injuries so I have to make sure his water is really clean. How annoying. >_< I hope he heals soon. Physics/Biology quiz on Wednesday, I love grade 11 already. *sign*
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September 6, 2009  Time:4:53PMMood: annoyance Music: Sabotage Kristinia Debarge Browsing: Nothing Really.. Drinking: Soy Milk Eating: nothing Want to: Magically be good at physics Suppose to: doing homework
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September 2, 2009  Time:4:43PMMood: Annoyed Music: Dangerous - Akon Drinking: Water Eating: Nothing Should be: Doing homework? Want to: Be alone
When I got home the first thing my mom shoved at me was to call Direct Enegry to explain the billing mistake. I been getting shoved with so much shit at home that school seems way easier. =/ Why is there so many fuckin problems and why do I have to try to fix everything. My parents are still arguing like teenagers over money. I feel like I lost my teen years to them since they never grew up. They take nothing on like adults, they panick if there is problem or push it at someone else, they scream, yell, fight with everyone and if a problem arises they blame it COMPLETELY on something or someone.
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