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sleep no more

October 29, 2009

Time:11:30PM
Mood: Exhausted
Music: None
Drinking: Ice Water
Eating: ate too much =(
Browsing: Nothing
Suppose to: be asleep
Want to: study =(


I have a Physics Test first thing, then I have a Biology test and then I have a english test. My brain hurts a little since I literally reviewed like crazy today. I hope I do well on my tests. I think I need to sleep now!
Pretty tried.


Macbeth, Carbonhydrates and Forces. Yep yep yep.


Alright off to bed, at least tomorrow is a short day. =P

Jamica ♥ ♥ 11:29 PM

we have pains

October 28, 2009

Time:10:46
Mood: Annoyed
Music: The saltwater room - Owl City
Drinking: Water
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Nothing
Suppose to: study
Want to: study study study but not

Well today has been painful for me. I have recieved a 83% on my biology final. This is a first. I have NEVER gotten anything below 88% in biology before so this hit me pretty hard. I hope my written response will be at least a 90% so it would bring the average of my final to somewhere around 86%. I am so disppointed, pained, in shock and furious. I cannot believe this D:< I refuse to get anymore low marks in BIOLOGY. EVER. GRRR.


I have a physics test on Friday. I am studying hard, and hopefully if I work hard enough I can get a mark above 80% on this test and our exam is on Tuesday which I also hope I will get above 80%. If I do I can bring my average but to around a 70% again. If I keep doing good maybe I can get 80% in physics. But right now its still like 65%. grrr I am not doing good in school anymore and that seriously hurts my pride.


Act II test in E.L.A on Friday. I hope I get a super mark again. I am also going to practice writing too. I have a busy week coming up, E.L.A midterm and Physics Final. Life is not being nice to me.

Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:46 PM

the dark

October 27, 2009

10:02pm
Mood: Isolated
Music: Patron Tequila - Paradiso Girls
Drinking: Icy Water
Eating: Yam
Suppose to: study =O
Want to: Drink (lol seriously)


New skin to celebrate halloween. A black kitty ♥


Today was a early day because it was a university visits, I am interested UBC, U of Queens and University of Alberta. I plan to do some early admissions. :D I hope I get in! Pretty desperate to get in and I really am going ahead with my be a doctor plan. I hope I do become one, if all else fails, being a biology teacher isn't too bad!


I should be studyin physics but I have a heard time bring myself to do any physics. I am pretty lame ain't I? I should do more studyin but I can never bring myself to do questions. I have my exam on Tuesday. I should be studying. *sign* Why can't I just study or do anything productive? Hmm I don't know. Wasting time seems to be what
I am good at. GRRR.


Tomorrow is Wednesday. Wee. My least favorite day. -_-

Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:01 PM

O dear when will I learn?

October 26, 2009

Time: 9:55PM
Mood: cravy
Music: Vanilla Twilight - Owl City ♥
Drinking: Icy Water
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Youtube
Suppose to: study biology
Want to: dunno =S


Today has been interesting, I got 87% on my biology quiz which is a total fail and then I got 95% on my Macbeth Act I test and I got 60% on my Poetry test. I really don't know what I did wrong, it just seems to me on the day we took the potery test mine brain was whipped because the asnwers were.. well.


I have Part I Biology Unit test tomorrow, its on the boring Photosysthesis. I hope I get above 95%, I am aiming for 100%. I also should be doing my physics worksheet?
Physics is still hard as ever. -_-' hmm yea. Yeessh, tomorrow is a half day because of the univeristy fair. I am excitied, I plan to attend UBC, UA and Queens. All three is pretty good, as it stands its UBC/Queens or UA. The reason I want UBC is because it has nice weather but I think I will distracted.. hm.


I plan to ask question about my major in Biology, Life Science or something along the lines of that. I love biology afterall <33


Anyways have the heard the group Owl City? I got the song Vanilla Twilight stuck in my head and I love it <33 I miss my family so song touches home

Jamica ♥ ♥ 9:54 PM

plans plans plans

October 21, 2009

Time:10:19PM
Mood: Witful
Music: Please Don't Leave Me - Pink
Drinking: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Veoh
Suppose to: Study E.L.A
Want to: chillax


Well I finished my biology poster (which my group actually made min. effort -.-) and I did my physics homework. Right now I am going to study for my E.L.A Test tomorrow. I hope I do well, I am going to go over my notes then re-read ACT 1.


Tomorrow I have Junior Achievement, I wander what we is going to happen. I already have some ideas in mind. One is healthy Dog Biscuits which we can sell to stores and privately. I hope we do not do T-shirts since no one ever buys them and its so unorginal. We can sell dog biscuits at $5 a bag and if sell 10 bags, that is $50 dollars! Hm?

Dad called and scolded at me for not "completely" telling mom about the insurance thing. My thought was "why do you always make me say things? Be a man and say it to her youself dick". He is such a dick to me, bossin me around, telling me this and that, if he gets mad he disowns me, yells and pretend to be 2 years old and have no sense. GRRR. Whatever. Its pretty obvious I will be a "real" adult in 2 years so yea.


I think I will major in Biology for Univeristy and afterwards if I make it medical school then that is great if not, I plan to be a Biology teacher as a backup plan or I might switch and do "Enviromental Science". Haha sure but being a Doctor is my goal =]

Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:19 PM

time flies when you do nothing

October 18, 2009

Time:9:40PM
Mood: Blah :P
Music: Starstrukk - 3oh!3
Drinking: Water
Eating: Caramel Chocolate Bar ♥
Browsing: Imeem
Suppose to: Change me fish water
Want to: For tomorrow to be a weekend


Well tomorrow is Monday. My least favorite day. I hate Monday morning, I have to wake up early and etc. grrrrr. But its never bad as Thursdays, you are so fed up with the week but you still have one more day to do before Friday. lol O well, physics first thing, I am beggng there is no pop-quiz! I hope my marks go up.. I really do.. ooo T^T.


Do you know whats funny? I spend a whole hour trying to understand a physics question yesterday and I didn't get but today after like 5 min I understood. Its really about timing and mood isn't it? *sign* I am still trying to pull my mark up bit by bit. I am determined to get it over 80%! I know I can do it. I really do believe it myself. hahaha. sort of.


Biology homework due on Thursday. I am determined to get 100% on it. Despite a shitty group but, I know I can do it! I plan to get my poster paper from my art teacher tomorrow. I am going to pay her a dollar for it. :D They are about a dollar at the dollar store. Hope she agrees.


Nothing much happened, really boring day. But o well, it never hurts to waste a weekend. LOL I realized I really like Milk Coffee Pocky! It taste really good!
Ok, enough random stuff. Bye!

Jamica ♥ ♥ 9:40 PM

grrr

October 17, 2009

Physics is making me mad again. GRRR. D:<
Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:38 PM

forward again? maybe?

October 15, 2009

Time:9:54PM
Mood: Chillax
Music: Dearest - Ayumi Hamasaki
Drinking: Icy Water
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Nothing
Suppose to: Reviewing
Want to: get good grades


I can't believe tomorrow is Friday! This week went by nice'n'fast. I am going to spend the weekend studying, working and just relaxing. I plan to review physics and study biology! I am so disappointed that for L.A. I have only a 82%. I really would like something along the lines of 86-88%. My aim is to have 88% for L.A. next report, 80% for phyiscs, 95% for biology and 95% for art. I really hope I can achieve those marks. I am really freaking out that I am not achieving my goals. GRR.


There seems to be a slight improvement. My projectile test was 88%. Which is maybe brought my mark up by 0.5%. I hope, its better then nothing. I am also gonna take lots of notes in L.A. and get good test marks.


As for biology, I am stuck with a shabby group for a huge report. I am thinking I have to do a lot of work to get a perfect mark. I am demanding it since my lab mark is 99% and I have no intention of making anywhere lower that 98%. So I better get either 46 or 47 out of 47. Yes.

Jamica ♥ ♥ 9:53 PM

late night

October 13, 2009

Time:10:59PM
Mood: Exhausted
Music: Down - Jay Sean
Drinking: Water
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Ultimatebettas
Suppose to: Sleep
Want to: do good on my physcis test tomorrow



I have school tomorrow, my long weekend is officially over. I miss it already. I studied only a little bit but I think I get projectiles a little more. I really hope and pray I will do good on my test. :( Wish me luck please!



I went to Kelly's for a BBQ but it was snowing so we just made random food. We played cards, glowsticks (o yea!), masterminds, pingpong, guitar and watched a movie (the final break). I am so sad Michael Scotfield died, he is was such a crafty character! T^T



Ok during the longweekend we went to Calaway Park, all the rides were closed and it was totally cold. But I got a giant stuffy cow which was nice and we had some fun taking pictures. It wasn't so bad.



I also catched a cartoon or anime thingy about half dogs and half humans and he killed a dog. Yea I didn't really get it... anyways off to bed.

Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:59 PM

errrmm nerd much ?_?

October 9, 2009

Time:7:13PM
Mood: cherish
Music: Obsessed - Mariah Carey
Drinking: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Ultimatebettas
Supposet to: study =P
Want to: make sure meh next physics test is 80%!

Well a stinky cold day =P But the good thing is I mailed of my letter to my family and started other letter and then I went and bought a cheeseburger before heading back. Its so chilly today! Its like minus nine and its only October... brrrr.

I changed the water for my Betta Danny and took a few cute snapshots of me fish! I love him so much he is just the sweetest fish in the world. I know some people think fish don't have personality but some are shy, outgoing and etc right? I consider it personality. He loves food so MUCH, like most fish.. but hahaha I just love him. ♥








I think fish are such abused animals, we all weep for the cry of a bird but not for the blood of a fish, blessed our those with voices... Now I am going to go study physics. =)

Jamica ♥ ♥ 7:13 PM

now the climb begins

October 8, 2009

Time:11:07PM
Mood: content
Music: White Horse - Taylor Swift
Drinking: Icy Water ♥
Eating: nothing
Browsing: Youtube
Suppose to: Studyin/Sleeping
Want to: Havge a 70%+ in physics.


I have a 64% in Physics. Yep. This is the sad truth. My mark fell like by 11%. I am so freaked out. I am trying to catch up but I realize how hard it is. I have a Projectile Test on Next Wednesday. So before that, I am going to become pro at Projectiles. I am going to study tomorrow since its a cold icy day and since I have no other homework. I am going to work hard on Physics. My goal is before November Hits, I want atleast a 77% on Physics and by December I want a 80%! I believe I can do it! All I have to do is try really hard.


I have a 90.7% in Biology, I am a little bit disppointed since my aim was 95% for Report 1. But I came only 4% short so If I try a little harder I can reach that goal. As for Art I am pretty sure its not below 86% and for L.A. I don't think its below 80%!? I hope not. lol


Anyways enough stressing, today I had dinner with Kelly and her mom. It was really nice, I loved the food. They took me to a Chinese Buffet, it was really nice. =)

Jamica ♥ ♥ 11:07 PM

last second

October 6, 2009

I have my Biolgy unit final and my physics final. Its a big test and its bloody scary. After today, I won't be as stressed but I really really hope I do well! Please wish me luck. T^T


Edit


I didn't know 75% of my test. I think I failed. Like I literally think I failed it. I hate physics so I am going to get over it this year. I really just don't like physics and I really wish to get it over this year. I have biology 30 this year but I was planning to switch to physics 30. I just want to get it over with.. you know.
I hope it works out. I hate physics. I may end up finishing social 30 during the summer if I can. :P So I only have E.L.A, Chem, Bio, Math and Art next year. I don't know if that sounds all wonderful but I might do that. XD


Ok back to hard work! I hope I do better next time. My goal is to have 80% or above on all the rest of my tests! That is my goal so I have to study. bye :)

Jamica ♥ ♥ 8:54 AM

p.h.y.s.i.c.s I hate u

October 5, 2009

Time:8:39PM
Mood: study
Music: Hotel Room - Pitbull
Drinking: Water
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Nothing
Suppose to: studying >_<
Want to: shoot someone...gr.


Well I have my physics FINAL tomorrow which is a huge test which is worth 40% of my report card mark and 10% of my overall mark. I am scared as hell. Should have study over the weekend. *sign* Yea so I am going over lots of question and some notes. I really hope I get a good mark. I am going to study until I think: 10:30PM then I'll go to sleep. I hope I do well. I failed my vector test but then lots of people failed the test, it was really really hard.


I have my biology unit test, I am not as worried. I plan to skim through the test book and review my notes. I probably get up early tomorrow to study for biology. Tonight I would like to work on physics.


I got some of my reviews from my E.L.A project, a lot of the suggestion was too slow down my slides and fix all my grammar errors XD hahaha I enfamous for bad grammar. But I am asian ok!? lol Yea I am not sure exactly I beautifully I did but I hope its above 86%. I REALLY HOPE. yea.. I might have a test tomorrow in E.L.A too but its mean when teachers do that. You know have 3 test in a row. It stresses me so much. :(


On the bright side, long weekend is coming up. I am going to a theme park with my friends and I think I can relax and do some studying too. I just like it when there is no pressure. anyways breaks over, going back to reviewing physics. D:


have a nice day.

Jamica ♥ ♥ 8:39 PM

events of pain

October 4, 2009

Mood: Pooped
Music: Te Amo - Rihanna
Drinking: Water
Eating: Smarties
Browsing: Ultimatebettas
Suppose to: Sleeping
Want to: Study more


Today a horrible thing happened, one of my bettas, Frosty out curiousity has got him self stuck in a hole (from his flower pot in the tank). He has some bad abration wounds on to tummy and back. I hope in time he heals. He seems to be eating and aside from a bloody fin, he seems ok. I hope nothing else happens. =/ I ended up cutting him out of it carefully, I was panicking like crazy. Poor Frosty.


I didn't study other the weekend like I was planning too. Most of the time on the weekends I fail my plans. I only finished my homework. boo. Going to tutorials tomorrow for physics. I am worried again. I am always worrying for physics. I am going to go over my biology crap in a few minutes and tomorrow I can focus on physics. I hope I get over 80% on my final exam. I am kind of freaked.


I also plan to switch biology 30 to physics 30 for next semester. I just wanna get it over with. =/ I hope I do good this year on physics. I plan to rock both chem and physics but like usual, I am failing at the plan. I need to study more!


Anyways long weekend.. maybe I can study.. but I doubt it.

Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:16 PM

lazy and gloomy.

October 3, 2009

What a lazy and gloomy saturday =( Nothing to write really, mom is making yummy food. Yay.
Jamica ♥ ♥ 5:46 PM

October 1, 2009

I have a physics test tomorrow.. I am confused on somethings. I don't know if I will get the 80% + mark I want.. I hope I do. :( Night.
Jamica ♥ ♥ 11:13 PM