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 Jamica. known as JJ, AppleJam & Jam and is Happy. Canadian. Silly. Smart..?. Human!?!?. Ailens ♥ Fruits. Science. Art.
Painting. PS ♥. Hugs. Rainbows. COLORS. Animals ♥. Bettas. Ducks!! ♥. Pandas. Tigers.
BUNNIES. Goldfish.
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1. Finish university 2. Buy a car 3. Buy a house 4. Before doing 2, get a license! 5. Move to a nice city |
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October 30, 2008  Time: 9:26PMMood: Tried Music: Calling You - Kat Deluna Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Nothing Want to: hmm nothing I changed the layout for the blog for Remembrace Day. I am not into the whole soldier died thing but I am big on Peace. So that is why. I gotta go now. Anyway I bought stuff my school outfit. Hehehe
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October 29, 2008  Time: 7:56PMMood: Content & Cheesy Music: Cover Girls - Quanteisha Benjamin Drinking: Water Eating: Nothing Browsing: Nothing Want to: do something fun I'm in the computer lab typing away. How boring. I am doing Business Homework. But I really don't want to do Business Homework because I hate the class. I like Mr. Lilly but he is dreadfully boring. MAYBE, Ninnart will be able to play badminton with me today, I really want to bet her ass again. Haha. If I lose, I'll go back to my dorm and drink water. lol If I win, I'll go back to my dorm, dance and drink water. lol #$@#%$###!@@@!@!#!! Koala dear, your hair is cut.. and it looks fugly. I'm sorry I am so mean but your suppose to be the guy I like. Now, god save me the eye sore. Its so ugly, why did you get rid of your cute wings? They made you look cute and sporty. Now you look like just other guy, nothing special. Your not even cute anymore, your so average and I cannot have that. I no longer like you because your hair sucks. I know.. shallow but its not like his my boyfriend, so I can switch my crushes whatever reason I want. Moving on. I send lots of my pictures to my mom, she is done travelling around China with my grandma. I hope they had fun, but to tell you the truth I am so pissed by that! Its not fair they left me here to rot while they are travelling and having fun. T-T They called yesterday to check on me, I didn't have much to say. I hope I can go to Calgary during Spring Break, it would be so nice. Wah. My spring break is extra long anyways. 1 month and 19 days left until Winter break. I can survive. I can. Whats with the dude beside me, his plug is stuck. hahaha. The supervise for the computer lab is very nice. I like him better then the other 2, he doesn't yell at you but ask you to get of facebook. Hahahaha Anyway nothing much to say but I got my computer now, so next thing I have to do is get internet and etc... I am make cake tomorrow for my house. I LOVE BAKING. Its so much fun, but I can't bake as much as I want..okay anyway.. anyway.. bye bye. LOL
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October 28, 2008  Time: 7:19PMMood: blah Music: Miss independent - Neyo Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Betta Pics Want to: Have super photography skills :D Boring.. Prep.. Library.. No studying. LOL I will later but not right now because I am typing some stuff. Uhh whats with the guy behind me? >_< LOL I know random. Yesterday was so rather dispointting because I Ninnart got sick for Badminton so I only got to play 2 games before getting kicked off. How sad. I don't know what to type even infact. I am so bored right now and I don't know what I could possibily do. EWWWW. FRANK JUST FARTED. GROSS. >_______________<;;!!!! Men. Disgusting little men. Urggggg. Anyway.. nothing much to say. Bye bye bye.
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October 27, 2008  Time: 8:12Mood: blank Music: For the Record - Mariah Carey Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Youtube Want to: go to badminton *sign* What a dull Monday, nothing great or fun happened. I have a math quiz tomorrow, more wonderful-ness right? I am completely booked next week, I have 3 interviews with volunteer programs. Tried. I finally got in touch with Youth Buddies anyway.. nothing special about them. Apparently they are under a church, I was hoping for a building of some sort at least. Ooh Victoria seriously need a upgrade >_< at least I'll be in Edmonton next year. I don't care how fuckin retarded edmonton will be, at least it has a proper Christmas and they are buildings. I need civialization people. I'll visit all my friends in Edmonton and I'll be much closer to Calgary. Yay. Not that I would leave the people in Victoria with ease, but I hate this place. It does snow but its cold. Thats wrong. Plus everyone is so into like.. prep. Wait.. everyone is a prep because this is a prep school. hahahahahahah fuck. I like the ghetto and nerdy mix of Calgary better. blah. Maybe its just the prep school. I can't say fuck, shit, whore, ass, bitch or even damn here. WTF? No one use swear words.. swear words were created to be used. blah. Yeah.. rants rants rants rants. I love ranting. :D Oh.. there is strange girl in my art class who thinks she is damn sexy and trying to get with the boys. I only have one suggestion with you, look in the mirror. I know I'm mean but I can't stand mental stupidty and obvious-ness. But whateva, who isn't mean in this world. Everyone is mean but being mean will make other people meaner so you are not mean. Get it? I know I don't either. :D
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October 25, 2008  Time: 4:30PMMood: Hungry Music: For the Record - Mariah Carey Drinking: Nothing Eating: nothing Browsing: nothing Want to: eat sushi Hmm today is boring. Gotta do lots of homework. I don't know what to post even.. hmm here is a picture of my fish. LOL 
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October 23, 2008  Time: 4:56PMMood: Tired Music: Poker Face - Lady Gaga Drinking: N/a Eating: N/A Browsing: nothing Want to: leave I went to the PARTY program again because the forced me. Ha, it sucked compared to Calgary's but whatever. I went to the morgue (spelled wrong) didn't see a ghost.. hmm times up.. post later. Hmm.. ghost?  ... no? Blah. Anyway I made this.. say its pretty and beautiful: 
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October 22, 2008  Time: 5:02PMMood: Tense Music: Her Baby - Ashanti Drinking: .. nothing Eating: food.. soon Browsing: Youtube Want to: eat.. Oouuoooh uh.. Siripun Shrimpy. I feel so tense right now, slightly tired. I wish I was in bed but I'm starving. I don't want to eat too much though. I have 2 meetings planned for November and I am still trying through to reach Youth Buddies but I am having a hard time with phone calls. Tonight around 6:30ish I will go meet up with Chloe, I'm tutoring her which is kind of cool, she is a nice person. She reminds me of Simone from Massey.. hmm. Then around 7:30.. misses Kelly is suppose to give me a call. She better. Then at 8:30 its badminton time again. I want to play Ninnart, I want to see if she is any good like Joe her beloved Thai Boo. If she is then I can practice and be that good too. I love Badminton nights, I love hitting the Birdy and pretending it was someone I don't like. hahaha Its a sin to have wrath but a girl can dream can't she? I have to remind myself again and again to do chores. Blah My room is getting so messy. I want more stuff to do, I can't wait to get my computer in my room. I can hopefully watch movies and etc! Yay! Its almost dinner so time to wrap things up. I just have to say that I saw Koala today and it he, to me was just there. Nothing big, he is still adorable but I don't think I like him. I don't think I ever liked beyond the word cute.. I think I made things a bit dramatic.. silly me. But he is still cute, like a puppy or Koala. lol Oh well, my fish boyfriend is 10 times sexier anyways. Hola and peace out! ~ Joe fishy and Ninnart Shrimpy sat next togeher today. it was fun to see.
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October 21, 2008  Time: 3:16PMMood: Tense Music: I love you - Tila Teguila Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Nothing Want to: class to end I am in IT class, I am done my project so I am just typing this really quickly. Today was a amusing yet annoying day, I been in such a bad mood lately.. no not a bad mood but this dull, pale rather bored mood. Hmm not something I am very fond of. I realized just now.. that Koala wasn't my type. HAHAHA. Loser me :P Between my fish and him, i choose my fish!
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October 20, 2008  Time: 4:10PMMood: Blank Music: Keeps getting Better - Xtina Aguilera Drinking: nothing Eating: nothing Browsing: nothing Want to: go to Hillside.. I need to go pick up more water. Blah. I shall wait for 5 more minutes. Why won't she call me? She was suppose to! I screwed up my English thingy.. whatever. >_< Post more later or something ~
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October 18, 2008  Time: 3:18PMMood: Bored Music: Wake up call - Hayden Panettiere Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Nothing Want to: To do something I am so bored. I studied, I cleaned, I ate, I did everything there is to do. I have 2opitions left. I can go to Hillside or Downtown with someone or by myself. I really have no idea what to do. I have to mail my letter so that is one thing I have to do. We have house games tomorrow so I wanna go take a peep of that tomorrow, especially for the guys since its intensive and cheer on Symon's girls. lol I also been applying for volunteer positions.. but.. I have like no.. replies. I wanna work at Youth Buddies but.. like WTF? I never can talk to the person that is responsible for it. GRRR. I HAVE TO HAVE TO CALL her! Wahhhhhh! My roommate is aways so I woke up at like 10:00AM. haha lazy me. If she was here, she would have woke me at 8:00am probably. I think she is at a wedding..
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October 17, 2008  Time: 7:58PMMood: Peaceful :D Music: Love me Hate Me - Lady Sovereigh Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Myspace & Facebook Want to: eat some cookehs :D I made cake for my house today, it turned out pretty good but I didn't have a lot though, I don't know why but I never eat anything I make. HAHAHAHA. LOL Anyway I am pretty tried actually, I wanna sleep but I wanna stay up all night. WAHHHH don't know what too do. Everyone is fighting over a movie. ha ;D Anyway I have a test on Monday so I gotta study. ^_^ Kelly.. email me. TTT---TTT!!
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October 16, 2008  Time:8:41AMMood: Tired & Sleepy Music: Ninnart's typing fingers Drinking: air Eating: Your eyeballs ;) Browsing: Wikipedia Want to: go back to my dorm .. Okay.. social.. boring.. blogging. Hmm, that rythems. Or not. Ninnart wants to sleep and so do I! The sound of typing makes me sleepy man! Urg... I still have not recieved a email from you Kelly, why are you not replying you disgusting child. You left me here all alone without backup. Wahhhhhhh Thanks Anita for letting me know that you think he is 12 years old on my TAGBOARD for the whole world to know. I love you too. D: JOENART is beside me!! Yay! I love you Joenart, Ninnart is so uncool but Joenart is like.. the coolest name ever! Joe..nart.. joe..nart.. woohoo. I miss Calgary again.. wahhhhhhh... the guys in my school are so inmature! Some guy is like bugging my roommate because he is so self-concious BLAH. We tight with each other.. hehe Ninnart is wearing a sweater just like me..hahahaha I don't know what to type anymore. Nothing to really say.. hmm Well I have flex next so I can study for my english exam and see him as well? I guess next class is the best. { ninnart here, i just wanna say jamica is th dumbest person on earth :D jk (: } <-- that my friend is the lamest person ever.. jk. Anyway ignore her, she is just depressed that Joe was playing badminton yesterday with other girls!! HA! Feel better Ninnart.. Joe.. was just making new friends. :D Oh.. yesterday me and Melanie got our butts whipped by her male friends. MAN! They do not give girls any sort of breaks the hit the birdy so hard. I wonder why Ninnart wasn't playing badminton.. maybe because she thought Joe wasn't going. Ninnart is like "what is this?" well I'll tell you lovely, this the magical world of love between two thai boo boos. awwwwwww. Its like fishy and shrimpy. Hehehehehe Call Kelly and my friends. :D
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October 14, 2008  Time: 9:19PMMood: Cheery Music: Its Over - Jesse McCartney <33 Drinking: Nothin' Eating: Nothing T^T Browsing: Youtube Want to: do something.. I feel so gushy today? I read this really romantic short story just 5 seconds ago and its so cute. The characters are adorable, I totally dug it. Thus this rather gushy and romantico? new layout. The photos belong to Louis Barr.. they are beautiful aren't they? The leave was amazingly cool and I just had use it. Tomorrow is finally the first.. Badminton game? I hope I play someone that is really good or at least my level (not that I rock but I don't wanna play someone who can't hit the birdy). I don't wanna play a pro either because I'll just be sad. T^T! I still don't know if I should have done squash or something. BLAH. Also I signed up through Volunteer Victoria to hang out with old people.. hmm maybe not the best idea but old people can wise? Give me good advice? I don't know but I think I will probably like hanging out with these lonely soul, at least I am doing a good deed right? Oh, Anita I miss you so much!!! How is Beijing????? I am so sorry I haven't email you lately. Poo me! Your doggie is so big now! He is super duper cute. I wish I can play fetch with him or something. lol I emailed you again so please reply!! Anyway I had some of the most disgusting classes ever today, math, english, social (which was actually okay.. Mr. McLeod is cool) and planning.. ewww. Anyway tomorrow I have like PE, Art and stuff which is awesome because I love volleyball and Art is just fantastic even though I am not getting the mark I should be getting. LOL So many amazing artists here, like that Ryan guy. Wow, he is so good at art, I never seen a good guy artist before. hahaha I should be leaving soon since the computer lab is about to close. I am still waiting for you Kelly! Your such a slow b!tch! Grr I'll get you when I come to Calgary, I'll like break down your door and like.. shove snow into your house. Haha, I really wanna got to Calgary during Winter Break? Spend 3 weeks with Kelly? HAHAHA. Why week 1 she'll be kicking me out. Quote of the day - "If Joe was a apple, Ninnart would be a orange and I would be syrawberry icecream because apple and oranges mix well but strawberry icecream is met for the mighty soul"!
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October 13, 2008  Time: 2:06PMMood: ... Music: Crush - David Archulete Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing -.- Browsing: Imeem Want to: SOB NO ITS OVER. ITS OVER!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! NO!!!! *panic* Thanksgiving is frickin over! No more weekend already, its the scary.. WEEK DAYS. Why? It was too short ;_; I miss the weekend already. I need to do homework, clean my room and shit again. Ahhh. I hate school. I hate it. I have to review math when I get back to school. Urggg. Oh well the only good thing is I can see my friends again and you know who else. hehehe But whatever, I rather have a longer weekend. I have to do so much washing, cleaning and etc when I get back. Hmm I have to do some shopping for shampoo as well and maybe buy some other goodies. *sign* So much to do!! I wander what everyone else is doing? Probably packing and that is probably what I should do as well. Anyway it was typing ~ I'll edit later if I have time. ^^
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October 12, 2008  Time:10:03PMMood: Determined Music: Still in Love - Hayden Panettiere Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nanamoi Bar Browsing: Youtube Want to: nothing much :) Hmm I'm in a pretty mood which is rare every since I came to paradise town. But I am in a good mood today mainly because I have a full stomach and knowing that I am in Mid October already which means 1 1/2 month left before winter break and before I can hitch my way to China. :) If not, then at least winter break is less then. 50 days away!! YAY! I can make . ^_^ Then before I know it well be spring break and before I know that it will be summer and I am free again. LOL I know such a wild heart, I hate being "captured" so when summer comes I am gonna pa r-ty~!!! I might even go toCalgary during one of my breaks.. hmm maybe spring. All the hot spring break parties, owwww ~ hot guys and cake? What more can I ask for? I got volunteer today at the RVM! It was.. cramped. I basicly sliced things from 6:30 to 10:00am. Thats all I did with a in between pouring water session. *sign* Noting all that exciting. Everyone I worked with was old.. no offense but like old. WTF? In Calgary.. I would have worked with ripped hunks and probably didn't just slice bagels 24/7. Anyway I got a giant shirt.. it was HUGE but a good night gown. hehehehehehehehe I got these "retarded" calls from Ninnart and Mue. WTF? Whats with them, they called me to say his name over and over again. Apparently "blondey" is too far away and all the attention has shifted. I am not that in to him. His just nice and a really sweet person. Its okay to like him but I am not dreaming about our wedding. geeeeeeez. I haven't even thought about him until they brought it up. Oddd. afterwards..I keep picturing him in theses fuzzy socks singing really gay thanksgiving songs. hahaha too many movies I swear.. hmm.... its all Ninnart an Mue's fault. Anyway in order to take revenge... NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE NINNART ♥ JOE
Labels: joe, love, ninnart, thanksgiving, volunteer
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October 11, 2008  Time: 9:39PMMood: Cozy Music: Single - Natasha Bedingfield Drinking: Water Eating: Mini Ritz Sandwiches Browsing: Nothing Want to: Sleep soon and have good dreams ♥ This post came out the random and revovles around emo teenagers and etc. You are warned! This is a nice post though.
The heart is met for the keepers A kiss for that special seeker
This poem isn't about love unless you want to it to be I guess.. its more about lost if you read it properly. Anyway I gotta call mommy. Bye bye
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October 10, 2008  Time: 7:47PMMood: Touched/Sad Music: Operator - Shiloh Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: hotmail Want to: CRY I just finished watching this amazing movie called "Keith". It is sooo good and touching. If you are a sucker for romance then you have to watch it. I know it has Jesse McCartney in it, and supposely he can't act BUT you would be impressed by this movie. He did some serious upgrading. This movie is amazing and so touching. T-T  Anyway tomorrow I am probably going to do some preparing for Sunday and maybe drop by at Youth Buddies because no matter how I call I can't seem to reach the person. Anyway I got a heater so its not as cold but its still bloody cold in here. I wish it was warmer so my poor fishies can stay warm.
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October 9, 2008  Time: 8:34PMMood: gloomy Music: Thunder - Boys like Girls Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Facebook Want to: warm up OMG.. how the fuck do these people live? Its freezing outside and apparently the don't even have the heater on. I am cold. VERY COLD. I don't wanna be cold but I am. Stupid. Anyway at least I have this laptop in my room, so I can watch movies and t. My poor fish can barely handle the freezing temperatures.. T-T So cold.. so cold.. Anyway I talked to "him" today! Ahh he smiled and seems to be happy. That makes me feel good too since he seems sad lately after what happened and everyhing. He is so cute.. hehe. He reminds me of a little animal that is fuzzy and stuff, you pet it and its happy, you kick it and its sad. LOL His like a puppy.. He left for thanksgiving long weekend. Oh well, it gonna go by like super fast. Anyway that is all I can say, I am too cold. T-T
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October 8, 2008  Time: 8:16PMMood: leftout Music: Private Dancer - Danny. F Eating: Nothing Drinking: Nothing Browsing: Nothing Want to: ... My mouth taste like shit, I swear it does! Ahh ever since I had the cold medication today I fll gross. I wanted to sleep all day and did get my chance. However, it was weird because I had a guy with me in the same room.. he kept farting. EW. I know people fart but... he didn't have to fart so loud. GROSS. x( Anyway tomorrow I am going to a homestay with Kira, she is pretty nice. I hope I can do lots of volunteer work over the weekend. I don't know what to do right now because I have no homework however... I guess I can do some review. Hmm but I dont' feel like it. GUESS what!? I got a 94% on my exam! Weeeeee!!! Yay!! That would be math btw. I have pretty good marks for math in Trig! I am so happy because of that. I got a 95% on my Business Ed exam. I thought I was like going to get like a 80% or something but woah. I am so happy, I guess I should work harder towards a 100%! ^_^ Today I printed some pictures of Koalas (the actual animals) because they look so cute. I also printed a picture of me.. thats pretty much it. OH Tonight's "special" thanksgiving dinner's potatao was gross. Please people, I paid of good food, not puke! *sign* Hate the food. Haha Bonnie is laughing behind me but I don't know why? Why are you laughing!? Hmmmmm I wander if.. nag. Anyway have a good day everyone and I miss everyone in Calgary and China so very much. Especially Lindee and Kelly ~~
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October 7, 2008  Time: 6:09PMMusic: Don't Stop the Music - Rihanna Mood: very sick Drinking: nothing Eating: nothing Browsing: Facebook Want to: not do homework! I feel so sick all over, I am sleepy. I don't know what to write about even. I am just listenign to music and basicly doing nothing. I am so tried. The cough medicine really do make you tried. Today was pretty boring. Nothing exiciting happened. Tomorrow I have a meeting with a Volunteer helper person that will help me find volunteer jobs!! I am very exicited to meet her, I hope she can can fill my weekend. I also got a good reply fom Youth Buddies. I am hoping for a permission given reply. I am calling them tomorrow to see if I can volunteer! It sounds so crazy and exiciting to be helping new kids. I hope I get a hot guy. lol Tomorrow I have art club.. I wander what you do there? Hmm.. I am so tried. I can barely see properly. I only saw him 3 times today but it was good, he seems so sad? Hmm apparently he is sensetive.. cute. lol But a turn off, really. I can't wait to join Badmiton and play some intense games. hehe But I suck. lol Anyway you know how I went to the harbour? I took some pictures of flowers which I will show you.. then I'll post 1 pic of me. hehe Here they are:     OMG? Is this.. me? yeah.. its me :) hi!
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October 6, 2008  Time:4:54PMMood: Cheery/Scared Music: Just Dance - Lady Gaga Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Youtube Want to: VOLUNTEER! :DDD
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October 5, 2008  Time: 7:18PMMood: restless Music: Nothing Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Google Want to: not even gonna say it If you don't like reading rants then don't read this.
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October 4, 2008  Time: 12:19PMMood: Cheesey and low Music: None Drinking: your blood bitch! muhaha Eating: Koala (yum) Browsing: Nothing Want to: find someone ;_; Yesterday was the weirdest dance ever! I had people falling on me, people stomping on me, people sweating, people "farting", people crying and my ears are ringing. Good music, the DJ was pretty good. ^_^ Mue was dancing with some guy from Bonnie's String's class. Haha but he is a "bad" musician! Then she danced with someone by the name of Taylor which is slightly have some feelings for? eh? I saw "Flower" but he was dancing with a guy, it looked like they were gay for a second but then he danced with a girl again. He was having too much fun that he was waving his head. Hehe, waving his head. Ha, I notice to much stuff. Bonnie manage to hook up with a cute grade 11 student that some else might already like. Hmm compeition? Well who ever wins... he is cute? Ha. Too bad I like someone else who was not there! Ahhh. stupid stupid stupid boy he is. grrrr. Screw you. (well maybe not since you are already screwed) Anyway I got up early to go to the Lab with Mue for some weird breathe test where you blow into a tube and I guess they sample your breathe? Hmm... BUT. The most exciting part of this was visiting the Hospital and "trying" to find Koala! But he wasn't there *sniff* and we looked so stupid. I was sooo nervous that I might have spelled his name wrong.. omg. I hope not. If he is at the Victoria General Hospital then I am really worried, it means the district hospital cannot find a reason why he is sick. I hope he is going to be okay, he is only 15 years old. IF he has a serious case of diabetes or something then for the rest of his life he would have to be tortured with this sickness. I feel so sick and bad about that. Its not really fair is it? He is a nice person. Anyway way me and Mue were sitting in the Cafe drinking mocha and chatting. I started talking about him and Mue started to cry. I wanted to cry too bad, I didn't, I just didn't wanna cry again. I cried the first time I heard this but now.. its like.. reality. Bonnie is disppointed that the guy she danced with seems to be in a relationship already. Awwwww. I'm sure she will find a much hot, sexier, dreamy, hunky guy. No? I bet he'll be 1000 times better then the person you danced with! Dream big. If I ever "get" with anybody he would have to be the best guy in the world. I am not gonna be easy with anybody. I derserve the best right? RIGHT? Yes I do. So far I think Koala is cute and really mature but.... but.. but.. I can't imagine having his last name.. the desert.. the snakes.. I can't. CUTE THOUGH =) lol I really hope he is okay. I feel so bad. Guess what.. I heard someone I know might be a swinger??? hmm.. someone will be good friends with Jake. Hahahaha. Swingers, women..bad boys. Ahh, good old Calgary. The babes, the hunks and the fast fast lives. Live fast, die young right? That was you motto wasn't it? Anyway I can't type anything else anymore. My fish is doing great he will be a month older soon. On 0ct 6th, I would had him for exactly 1 month. Yay! P.S.S Kelly why don't you email me????? I'm waiting for a reply, I have so much to say to you about my Koala and how much I wanna punch him. hahaha, the violence.
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October 3, 2008  Time: 6:06PMMood: #%@#%###@@@!!!# Music: Thunder - Boys like Girls <33 Drinking: Fuck, nothing too thristy T-T Eating: your face :D Browsing: Myspace Want to: Go somewhere ;_; OMG. I just learned that the boy in my homeroom has gone off to the hospital and might be in some serious crap. I don't know exactly for sure but he might have something which is really common and has something to do with abnormal amount of blood sugar..can't tell you but you can guess! I can't believe it, its probably type 1/A but its scary!! His 15 years old and must get needles for the rest of his life. I can't not imagine that. It is gross and it is frighting. He looks completely healthy. Man. I thought only fat people got diabetes! *no offense to plus size people!* This was defintely a big suprise for me... anyway tonight is da dance! I didn't wanna go at first but everyone is going and I thought, hell why not check it out. It cost $10.50 to get in. Fuck that. Dances I went to usually are free, the school just love making money doesn't it? I'm gonna take a hot shower, make sure I don't smell and off I go around 8:30-9:00-ish. I wander what people are gonna be wearing and etc. hehehe hehehe hehehe Its pretty sad that he is not gonna be there, I was hoping to watch him get asked to dance by a gazillion girls and watch him run. But oh well, I'm sure "Flower" will get asked by plenty. Dance dance.. just dance! *lady gaga song* I wander what Kelly is doing? What are you doing Kelly? Have you seen Brian, Fasal, Britney and them lately?
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October 1, 2008  Time: 4:11PMMood: Stressed Music: nothing Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: nothing much..? Want to: run away fast I am stressed, in fact so stressed I lost weight. My heart is racing at about 250 beats per second and I am sweaty and nervous. Why? I have no idea, I have no idea what could be possibly stressing me like this. Is it friends? Not really, yeah they been jackasses to me for the past few days but I never let people get the better of me. Tests? Probably not.. I mean I think I do okay on tests. Love? Nah, I don't like that guy that much even. Myself? MAYBE. I think its because I am confined to a certain place that I must spend 24/7 at and it is driving me insane. I need to get out of here, I need to run, I need to flee, I need to go somewhere ELSE. NOW. This is crazy, I am going insane. I need to see the ghetto, I need to see poor people, I need EMO people, I need downtown cop chases, I need crazy drunk teens, I need mean bosses, I need a different place other then this OLD STINKY, ANNOYING, FOR EVER WARM PLACE! This is met for people who are 90 years old and about to die. I am too young for this, I need crazy urban cops and perverts who have half their pants showing. I need downtown. I need the variety. I need to feel that out of all the people here, I am the one who has control. But everyone else loves this god forbidden place of paradise. You know how some people are not met for paradise (in Buddism only few are holy enough for heaven, some need the love of selfness on earth..ohh I gone mad!!) , they were met for hell. Hell makes me feel good because the chaos a downtown city brings gives me peace. Okay, maybe not really hell hell but.. you know. Not beach, slow, smily paradise with old people. Oh, and a school that changes everything I say into gossip. I went from one guy to the next, next thing I'll know is I slept with all of them without knowing it. My friends are a bunch of weirdos, they are talking me today and next thing you know they are ignoring me like crazy and completely dithing me. At first I thought it was some kind of joke but really it wasn't. So much for them. I need better friends I guess. What kind of place is this? A hell in heaven? God must have been drunk the day he made this place. Or maybe its because I was a demon sent from hell and landed in heaven and now everyone hate me? HAHAHA, can you believe it.. me talking about god? I need metal therapy. That is why I am volunteering all my spare time on weekends to people who are having a worse day then me. I love myself and therefore must due something to keep myself from going crazy. If I can't get close to the action at least let me hear it from someone else. I'm sure volunteering programs has some kind of like - youth to youth things. I would love to hear emo kids talk about how there life sucks and me trying to make it unsuck. I was the forever happy sunshine in calgary and now I am a sad little rock who has been placed in a box. Even my comparing abilities have gone down. SEE WHAT THIS PLACE IS DOING TO ME? I AM BECOMING A VICTORIAN! OMG. The slow people, the disgusting legs of old men, the fat old ladies. For god's sake where are the speeding police cars? Where are the super hunky sexy guys???? Where are the slutty babes that smacked in the ass? What kind of place is this? .. Where the hell is my video camera??
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