June 19, 2010
Mood: Down Music: Rock that body - Black Eyed Peas Drinking: Water Eating: Nothing Browsing: Youtube Reading: Nothing Suppose to: Study Want to: Erase it all
Oh god, I did so bad on my math final exam. I am doing so BAD in math. My overall average is only 72%. That is not even a fricking B. I feel like I tried so hard yet I failed big time. This is just, URG. >_>
Last year I at least had a 80%, ever since I got to Western, my mark has been going down down down. My E.L.A mark is only 73% too. This is just, so, urg. I really hope next year I will be able to pull it up. I really want to do well in Summer school, my aim is 90% in phyiscs! Why not? Second try.
I am stressed out over everything, my marks are so low. I don't know reach university will accept me. U of A, UBC, U of C and a couple ones will but I don't think Queens or UBC Vancouver will. Damn you smart asains, why must I be the dumb Asian! Ahh. Anywways, Diploma on Tuesday. Scared as fuck. I studied a little bit today, without studying I can score roughing 80-82%. Hopefully with some studying, I can score at least 90%.
I will try to maintain optimistic but school can be such a drag.
On a other note, my mom got SUPER sick yesterday. She had a huge headache, it hurt so bad she started to cry. I wasn't sure what to do so I offered to make a bath but she refused. I ended up making dinner and doing some chores for her. She still had some pain today so I ended up making dinner again. :P Shrimp was pretty good. I realized how fat I got since I started living with mom again. Part of the reason why I wanna be independent is I won't make all the yummy and fatty dishes because I am lazy. So I probably lose weight. I hate not being able to run around the park without feeling tried. :/ But I live in the middle of downtown so its hard to be a find a safe and nice place to get some real execrise.
My dad still haven't send over the money he promised. I need dope man. ;_;
Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:41 PM
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