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urrrrgg
June 30, 2010
summer school starts tomorrow, what a bummer! :(
Jamica ♥ ♥ 9:35 PM
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sometimes
June 19, 2010
Mood: Down Music: Rock that body - Black Eyed Peas Drinking: Water Eating: Nothing Browsing: Youtube Reading: Nothing Suppose to: Study Want to: Erase it all
Oh god, I did so bad on my math final exam. I am doing so BAD in math. My overall average is only 72%. That is not even a fricking B. I feel like I tried so hard yet I failed big time. This is just, URG. >_>
Last year I at least had a 80%, ever since I got to Western, my mark has been going down down down. My E.L.A mark is only 73% too. This is just, so, urg. I really hope next year I will be able to pull it up. I really want to do well in Summer school, my aim is 90% in phyiscs! Why not? Second try.
I am stressed out over everything, my marks are so low. I don't know reach university will accept me. U of A, UBC, U of C and a couple ones will but I don't think Queens or UBC Vancouver will. Damn you smart asains, why must I be the dumb Asian! Ahh. Anywways, Diploma on Tuesday. Scared as fuck. I studied a little bit today, without studying I can score roughing 80-82%. Hopefully with some studying, I can score at least 90%.
I will try to maintain optimistic but school can be such a drag.
On a other note, my mom got SUPER sick yesterday. She had a huge headache, it hurt so bad she started to cry. I wasn't sure what to do so I offered to make a bath but she refused. I ended up making dinner and doing some chores for her. She still had some pain today so I ended up making dinner again. :P Shrimp was pretty good. I realized how fat I got since I started living with mom again. Part of the reason why I wanna be independent is I won't make all the yummy and fatty dishes because I am lazy. So I probably lose weight. I hate not being able to run around the park without feeling tried. :/ But I live in the middle of downtown so its hard to be a find a safe and nice place to get some real execrise.
My dad still haven't send over the money he promised. I need dope man. ;_;
Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:41 PM
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you know you break me.
June 12, 2010
Mood: Beaten Music: Airplanes - B.O.B. ft. Haley Williams Drinking: Cold Water Eating: Fried Rice Browsing: Youtube Suppose to: Study Want to: Sleep D:
I am tried, really tried. I was suppose to study my heart away because math final is on Monday but decided to take a brief break . Exams are really stressing me out, I have no idea how to rearrange the learned stuff in my head or pull it out of the dump of knowledge. XP It feels like I learned nothing in my math this year. D:
I hope I can do good. I must admit that I wish Grade 11 was longer, Grade 12 sounds far too scary with all the uni app, grad and crap. Too much stuff.
Life has been boring, I study and I study. Maybe next next week would be better once exams are over. I crave bubbletea again. =3
Jamica ♥ ♥ 11:31 AM
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2 and 1/2
June 7, 2010
What can I say, 2 and 1/2 until Grade 11 is gone. (well almost) I have exams after exams and the panic is already raising. Oddly, I don't want to study. Tomorrow is Part B of Chem Final. I think I did ok today, but who knows, my gut feelings are most of the time wrong. When I think I pass, I fail and when I think I did good, I barely pass.
I think I passed my math exam which means I failed. great.
Life is flashing by, suddenly I want other fish but we all know that is not a good idea. O_O
I also learned I need Physics for Med school which means I must slave myself through Physics 30. I hate life. I hate physics. :P Oh well, I plan to do good in summer school. I believe in myself, oddly this time. I make a good doctor. I know I will. I'll get there. somehow. I will. f life, I can do it!
Jamica ♥ ♥ 11:20 PM
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My god its June
June 1, 2010
Mood: Tried Music: Nothing Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Suppose to: Sleep Want to: Shoot you Browsing: Nothing Wearing: Dark blue hoody
Its the first of may already. My god times flies by. I cannot believe in less then 10days, grade 11 will come to an end and I have to face exams. I am scared. T^T I don't want to face my exams. Its stressful.
Summerschool is likely to go from July 1st to July 30th, hopefully I get beautiful marks in Physics and pull my sad-ass average up a little.
Tomorrow is my math final, I am gonna review a little more before going to bed. I admit, everything is still not 100% kapeesh but I hope I get lucky. I got lucky last time, I got a 80%. Haha, its aim for 86% this time. Maybe I can pull my sad average up.
Anyway, looking forward to summer actually <3 I feel like I need it.
Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:47 PM
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