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 Jamica. known as JJ, AppleJam & Jam and is Happy. Canadian. Silly. Smart..?. Human!?!?. Ailens ♥ Fruits. Science. Art.
Painting. PS ♥. Hugs. Rainbows. COLORS. Animals ♥. Bettas. Ducks!! ♥. Pandas. Tigers.
BUNNIES. Goldfish.
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1. Finish university 2. Buy a car 3. Buy a house 4. Before doing 2, get a license! 5. Move to a nice city |
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All Content © Jamica Photo used © Davey S Brushes & Graphic © X, X, X Etc © Jamica unless stated otherwise. |
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September 14, 2009  Time:10:47PMMood: sore Music: Lithium - Evanescence Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Youtube Suppose to: Study physics =/ Want to: Sleep As you can see, I changed the skin to something more dull and in contrast to the preivous happy, bright and summer layout. I now have a professional, simple, dull, autumn layout. I'll get bored of it real soon. but its a table. Anyways I am so disppointed with my father sometimes. When the hell does a daughter have to be reasoning and teaching their father? This is just plain sad. My dad can't seem to understand the concept of loving family over money. I asked him for fifty dollars so I can buy some more jeans, he took the money out of child support instead of justing giving me 50 dollars. The dude makes $10,000 a month and he can't even spare $50 bucks for me. If you didn't want to give me money then just so no but don't do such pitiful and embarassing things. My mom and I are going through a tough time since he refuses to take responsiblity of a bill error made by Direct Energy while he and my mom was still married. He says he doesn't need to pay since she signed and he doesn't want to even help look for files that he has. He doesn't want to do anything. Lazy ass. Instead I am winging everything since my mom's english is not good. He doesn't bother to call to check on me, the truth is, I can not call for over months and he wouldn't even notice. I don't even cross his mind. You know what does? Money, sex and whatever hell he does. Everything is backwards, instead of him fathering me and teaching me I have to reason and teach him morals. God I hope he just smacks into a wall and realzie how stupid and immature he is. But then again, that never happened, it haven't happened for 17 years. I lost all hope for him to ever be a proper father "figure" the only thing that ties me to him is really blood. Nothing else. He doesn't care if I dropped dead the next day. In that case, then I don't care either. But it just pisses me off that I have to clean up the problems he left behind. grrrrr. I forgot to study phyiscs.
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