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May 18, 2009

Time:7:24PM
Mood: exhausted
Music: Dearest - Ayumi Hamasaki
Drinking: the dew of inner strength?
Eating: Energy of the universe (whatever was in Kung Fu Panda)
Browsing: Petfish.net
Want to: see all of you again :)


May long weekend has been the most exhausting weekend, ever. I had no fun whatsoever but instead I spend most of the time arguing with my dad or pleading with my mom. WTF? Why the hell am I even part of their probelm anyways. URG. They are so immature that its getting stupid. What happen to the be mature adults and deal with things intelligence?? All my dad does is scream, yell and break things when things don't go his way and all my mom do is complain and whine. Why god why? Why these two? Urg, they are hopeless and they are so determined to get me involved when I am not interested. My mom is defenceless against my dad when she is dependent of him but he is a total jackass and immature about things. He wents uncontested which means everything must be in open but he doesn't do that! So now mom wants uncontested but then he treatens this and that. I say let the law settle things and we all can get some rest.


@$@$@@@!!!#!#$@!! But due to this issue there might be a small glisten of hope that I can return to Calgary and be able to see everyone again. Which would be wonderful and how wonderful it would be! But yeaaa, which means I might not go back to China which means no dog and family. Everything in the future is now yet to be decided! So we will wait and see.


I hope all goes well.. but something totally unrelated is I have now reached over 200posts. 201 to be exact. This blog has been over a year old. Amazing. I don't know how many people still reads this but I do get emails once in a while. Which is nice. :D

Jamica ♥ ♥ 8:20 PM