I really hope father, you will learn this lesson before its too late. I wish you loved me but I guess you can't choose your parents. You love gold and money more then you love anything or anyone. I am sorry if I eat, need a place to sleep and drink water because that all cost money and you hate the fact that you have to care for a unwanted child of your ex-wife. You might want to disown me but the law is clear, I am your burden till university. When that times comes, I'll part from you and I won't mention or bother you again. I'll just tell everyone my father died the day I was born. I just hope the 30 your old babe you chose will care and tend for you when you are too weak to even speak because I won't.

If I ever have a child, may god have mercy and keep your horrible infuence at bay. I am not even mad, I am just sad, disppointed and ashamed at the same time. You spend big bucks on cars, clothe, hookers and big shiny toys that cost thousands a month but you can't even buy me a 20 dollar earphone because its "expensive". You won't let me go back to calgary because you have to pay for my living so you are sending me to some boarding school so your company pays everything. You won't spend 10 min talking me to but spend hours on MSN talking to girls 3 times younger then you.

Heavens have eyes father and I hope they have mercy on your sinful soul. But the world is fair for your sins have no altered me in anyway.

All the jewels in the world can't buy you love and care, nor can they buy you a loving family but you were stupid. You threw real gold out.

I have made my mind up, I am changing my last name once I finish university.