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February 16, 2009

Time:6:21PM
Mood: blue :(
Music: Homeless - Leona Lewis
Drinking: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Nothing much
Want to: nothing

I feel depressed, its so strange to feel depressed but I think I am depressed. I feel all weepy and I want to take a nice sharp knife and stab somebody with it. I feel so frustracted, I have a head ache and I wish a terriorist would bomb Victoria so 1. I won't be so bored, 2. I can go home, 3. I'll know I am still alive. Its not happening, or not fast enough. errrr I tried doing homework but can't pay attention, I feel like I have baby blues but wihtout the baby. I don't know why, I woke up feeling like this. I wish this day would end already.


I was suppose to bake goodies today but I can't sadly because none of the kitchens from House Parents can be used. This is for chairty yet god can't even help me a little bit. Anyways, this is what I am doing, baking other 24 chocolate chip cookies, 3 cakes & iced. If I can get all that done by tomorrow, good job me. Caroline can't help and I don't know think Ninnart can either. I'll try Lynli or even Kira but it will get done. The sale is changed to Wednesday because we have no cake or cookies done


I am so tried. -_-; I feeli like I am goinging to sleep right now. I have to call the Apartment this week. I still haven't went on a hunt so yea, I'll just get the ones I found on the internet set up for viewing. I think I mayb set up 2-3 off the internet and 2-3 I found near here. I am hoping to do so viewing this weekend on Saturday or Sunday. Shelter on Friday and Saturday maybe Glengarry but Sunday, I am free.


Just so sad and grumpy today, I feel like slappin someone. Errrrr. Bad day, need sleep, emotional, no boxing stuff.. f.u.c.k. I hate this. Tried. Maybe I can dose of for like 30min or something. Anyways chaos!

Jamica ♥ ♥ 7:15 PM