I am dead busy today, I got a 96% on my Madarin test seeing that I study for 30min, 2periods before the test. hahaha. I have to go for the quiz of chapter 29 on Friday. Shit. I have so much work to do and I didn't do my physics homework. I am so dead. I will bring it with me for Business and during lunch break I'll do it. Damn so little time today. I missed my meeting with Vikki too.

Anyways I baked today with Caroline and Ninnart, it was so much fun. Ninnart couldn't talk properly and we had some flash backs of good'old times! I realize how much I miss Calgary and China. I also miss having the family like friendship with real people. Oh well, there is real people here too and they are great but there are only a few. To tell you the truth, I actually hate rich people. I don't hate all the rich people but most of them. They pretend to be nice, they pretend to care but when your rich you take to much for granted. When you been down low and stepped on you understand that every glass of water you drink is special.

Maybe I volunteer to much but when winds are your walls, the glass of water was from a public bathroom tap and you last real meal was a week ago it just makes everything so much more beautiful, great and precious. I am not saying I am one of those people since I am not poor, and not that I want to be but being in a private school with wealthy children really showed me something. How mature the public school low class children work, how different they thought and how much more responsible! These kids take money from their parents and all they think about are boys, clothe and the "latest". Then when you think about the middle-low classes, they think about what to eat, how it can contribue to their family and their future.
Not all of them are like this, maybe just the one I know. What the hell am I blabbin about? Everyone in Victoria don't know the real me and what kind of person I actually am because I can't in this enivorment and that is why I hate boarding. I live for SERVICE, service to others, its my passion but how can I do that when everyone here only pretends to care and actually don't. What happens when the lamb is dropped into a pit with lions. I can't be too nice here, everyone is nice but only a few is truly nice and "kind".

I don't know why I brought this up now but just made me think you know. The difference of the two worlds. I miss the ghetto places and the asking hookers if they wanted a information for a health centre. lol Strange Jamica. >D