Ok, depressed today too. I don't know why but I think I am getting depression? I don't have any interest in anything, can't remember any homework, I want to cry, I am tried and all I want to do is cuddle in a ball and sleep? I don't what to do anymore, life is getting drained right out of me.

But just remember you, that I will always love you where ever you are. No matter what happens to me, you stay strong, if I ever die at least you will live. No, if you don't understand what I am talking, I don't want to commit suicide just yet. Nor will I ever..

I lost the reason in life, will I didn't lose it, I just kind of.. don't have it. I hate that. People I love are far away, people I want to love don't exist... yet, people who love me are far away and people actually love is not around here. Hard to understand the jabbrish I typing? Love is a strange thing, its defination really depends on the person so if you think I am just a depressed asain girl with no friends or life then hm, good for you and stop readin my blog. D: You know what I usually say, I have a life you don't get it and I have friends but you just can't see them. Ok, loser = me.

I hope your day is better then mine, I think I need to see the doctor if this continues, don't want to haunt Symon's house in the near future. Yea, see ya.