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 Jamica. known as JJ, AppleJam & Jam and is Happy. Canadian. Silly. Smart..?. Human!?!?. Ailens ♥ Fruits. Science. Art.
Painting. PS ♥. Hugs. Rainbows. COLORS. Animals ♥. Bettas. Ducks!! ♥. Pandas. Tigers.
BUNNIES. Goldfish.
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1. Finish university 2. Buy a car 3. Buy a house 4. Before doing 2, get a license! 5. Move to a nice city |
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January 30, 2009  Time:10:11pmMood: Sad Music: I hate this part - PCD Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: nothing much Want to: leave... I am so depressed today even though nothing should be depressing me. I had breakfast, lunch and dinner (with Jenny and Ninnart), I played Majiang for the first time and even played Tomb Raider for 2 hours. But I can't seem to shake the feeling of lonely-ness and annoyance of this place. I really want to go but I can't. You know how everyone is like a piece of a puzzle and they fit beautifully together? Well I am a piece that belong to this puzzle. Its hard to explain. I feel half-hearted again. Tomorrow I have Volunteering, yay? I hope it goes well since its something at least I enjoy but then who knows what can happen in Victoria right? Anyways can't wait for Sunday too, I hope it turns out right too. LOL I am shopping in the afternoon and maybe, if I feel like it. Eat a brownhall but who should I eat with? I haven't had dinner at brownhall for 2 weeks.. hmm.. I'll decide on that later. Maybe with Kira or even Ninnart. Blah who cares. Not Melanie right now since she is always eating with Cantos and it makes me feel left out when I have no clue what they are saying. My cousin might visit me soon in Feb! I can't wait until I get to see him since well, I am very exicited. I haven't seen him in such a long time and I can't wait to see him and tell him how much I hate Victoria and SMUS, all the other things that happened. I want Mommy to come too, I want a apartment here with her so I can not be in boarding. If I can, leave smus to since I hate it. I cannot wait till June, I'll die. I'll die. WAHHHH. Nooo.. T-T. Okay anyways for homestay I got one, but I might stay alone. WAAAAAHHHHH. Oh well atleast I get peace and quite. hmm. I hope I don't get a ugly homestay with place with like lots of ugly men and 1 bathroom. I demand for a lockable door! lol IF there is hot guys, then.. YAY!! lol okay Jamica.. stop dreamin. *muah* I love myself but I hate my life right now. Anyone else feel this way?
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