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half-hearted :(
January 18, 2009
Time:10:00PM Mood: stressed & distressed? Music: Fantasy - Danny. F Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Youtube Want to: kill someone
Today was half horrible, half terrifying and half okay. Morning was bad, sooo boring and I felt so isolated. I felt half-hearted all morning and to cheerful myself up I went shopping, bought 3 new tees. I was happy too because some guys said I looked cute. hehehehehe okay should stop bagging, no big deal, they were too old for me anyways. yeaaah then I went to Walmart and bought some food.
Then got back late, super tried and yeah. Realized I had my chinese so I had to study but then Melanie tells me I have to go Gala. So PANIC ATTACK. I was super stressed and the whole half-heart came back. I miss someone really badly, he is not a boyfriend but more like a brother and I miss him. So I felt torn kind of.. really sad and panicky. I studied for a while then Catheline came crashing in with Alice, goes up stairs and stuff. Then Mel tells me to leave for no reason.. probably wanna talk in private.. so felling abandoned I studied for 1/2 hour. Goes to gala, gets ditched and after some stupid photo taking finally gets back. Studies like crazy and feeling half-hearted. :(
So anyways then I chatted with Ninnart and for some magical reason I feel better. Talking to her on MSN made me less alone, she didn't do anything special. Just being Ninnart and this is why I love Ninnart. LOL But she doens't know that. Still feeling half-hearted but a little better. hehe Okay byebyez
Jamica ♥ ♥ 10:21 PM
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