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sad hospital trip ever!!

October 4, 2008

Time: 12:19PM
Mood: Cheesey and low
Music: None
Drinking: your blood bitch! muhaha
Eating: Koala (yum)
Browsing: Nothing
Want to: find someone ;_;



Yesterday was the weirdest dance ever! I had people falling on me, people stomping on me, people sweating, people "farting", people crying and my ears are ringing. Good music, the DJ was pretty good. ^_^
Mue was dancing with some guy from Bonnie's String's class. Haha but he is a "bad" musician! Then she danced with someone by the name of Taylor which is slightly have some feelings for? eh?



I saw "Flower" but he was dancing with a guy, it looked like they were gay for a second but then he danced with a girl again. He was having too much fun that he was waving his head. Hehe, waving his head. Ha, I notice to much stuff.



Bonnie manage to hook up with a cute grade 11 student that some else might already like. Hmm compeition? Well who ever wins... he is cute? Ha. Too bad I like someone else who was not there! Ahhh. stupid stupid stupid boy he is. grrrr. Screw you. (well maybe not since you are already screwed)



Anyway I got up early to go to the Lab with Mue for some weird breathe test where you blow into a tube and I guess they sample your breathe? Hmm... BUT. The most exciting part of this was visiting the Hospital and "trying" to find Koala! But he wasn't there *sniff* and we looked so stupid. I was sooo nervous that I might have spelled his name wrong.. omg. I hope not. If he is at the Victoria General Hospital then I am really worried, it means the district hospital cannot find a reason why he is sick. I hope he is going to be okay, he is only 15 years old.



IF he has a serious case of diabetes or something then for the rest of his life he would have to be tortured with this sickness. I feel so sick and bad about that. Its not really fair is it? He is a nice person.



Anyway way me and Mue were sitting in the Cafe drinking mocha and chatting. I started talking about him and Mue started to cry. I wanted to cry too bad, I didn't, I just didn't wanna cry again. I cried the first time I heard this but now.. its like.. reality.



Bonnie is disppointed that the guy she danced with seems to be in a relationship already. Awwwww. I'm sure she will find a much hot, sexier, dreamy, hunky guy. No?
I bet he'll be 1000 times better then the person you danced with! Dream big.



If I ever "get" with anybody he would have to be the best guy in the world. I am not gonna be easy with anybody. I derserve the best right? RIGHT? Yes I do. So far I think Koala is cute and really mature but.... but.. but.. I can't imagine having his last name.. the desert.. the snakes.. I can't.
CUTE THOUGH =) lol I really hope he is okay. I feel so bad.



Guess what.. I heard someone I know might be a swinger??? hmm.. someone will be good friends with Jake. Hahahaha. Swingers, women..bad boys. Ahh, good old Calgary. The babes, the hunks and the fast fast lives. Live fast, die young right?
That was you motto wasn't it?



Anyway I can't type anything else anymore. My fish is doing great he will be a month older soon. On 0ct 6th, I would had him for exactly 1 month. Yay!



P.S.S Kelly why don't you email me????? I'm waiting for a reply, I have so much to say to you about my Koala and how much I wanna punch him. hahaha, the violence.
Jamica ♥ ♥ 1:18 PM