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September 5, 2008
      Mood: Creamed Music: 321 - Hedley
 Eating: nothing
 Drinking: nothing
 Browsing: Facebook
 Want to: Run away
 
 I'm here.. at my new school. Its okay? I don't know exactly how to describe the situation. Everyone is really nice and cool, but I feel like I don't belong here. I belong in Calgary with everyone thinking I'm weird, but everyone loves me. But Shir. I was the center of life.. now.. I feel like I'm not. T^T
 
 I hate that. I hate that. Really. I need attention 24/7. I don't belong here.. dear god why am I here? I want to be in Western and pretend to be smart with Kelly, eat chicken and get attacked by my classmates. Visit Mr. Fil, Harding, Goods and etc! WHY AM I HERE? why? On this island? In this place? WHY AM I IN BC?
 WHHHHYYYYYY!?!?!?!?!?
 
 I don't know. But I am here. School is so darn crazy, boarding is weird and the homework...!! Oh and the digusting food! I hate it! NOODLES TASTE BETTER. :(
 I HATE THE FOOD. All my classes are like.. either super hard or super boring. Why me?
 This place isn't all that great and it cost like a billion dollars, they like totally rip money off you! I hate it!!
 I have friends.. but I rather be in Calgary.. or even China rather. *sniff*
 
 But I always wandered something.. why is that there are no Emo kids in private schools. That is so frickin' werid and basis. EMO KIDS ARE COOL OKAY! I miss Alex. I hanged out with him for like.. 5 days. I miss you :) I miss Kelly :( I miss everything and everyone. wahhhhh
 Which makes me wander if Shir ever.. started that Hate site on me.. hmmmm weird Shir..
 I don't miss you.
 
 Yeah.
Jamica ♥ ♥  6:16 PM
 
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