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In need of something
August 29, 2008
Time: 11:00PM Mood: blue :( Music: Maria - Kim Ah Joong Drinking: Nothing Eating: Nothing Browsing: Nothing Want to: go on a diet
I haven't wrote a nice long blog in a long long time. Its mostly because I have no idea what to write about. But I guess its good to reflect on the month of August and write on what I think will happen for the month of September.
Anyway I feel so fat, I admit openly that I am chubby and therefore nicknamed Chubby Chicken. I don't mind being chubby but I think I gained like a gazillion pounds. I was around 110-115lbs orginally which means I have lots of extra baggage but I'm probably like 130-135 by now! I gained like 20 pounds in 2 month.. my grandma been making to much food. They taste all so good and everyone keeps buying food for me. Example today I went to eat beijing roast duck, and yesterday we had a Xingjiang style BBQ with fish, duck and lamb. I ate so much and I haven't really execrised much either.. urggg I have to go back to 110lbs by New year I swear. I want to be like 90-100lbs because I'm like 158cm tall only. It would have been okay if I was taller but I'm short and stubby looking. *sobs* I'm so FAT. ahhh. Its embarassing when everyone teases me. *sniff* They keep saying I would be so tasty if I could be eaten. Man eaters!
Anyway after tomorrow I will be going back to Beijing and after that I will be going back to Canada! *gasp* So fast.. August was fun but went by so fast. Everything flew by, I had fish and chicks. Next year I will be having a puppy. yay its going to be great.
I can't wait to go to Victoria but I am also nervous. I think this is how it will go, I probably will be friends with my roomie. Once all my classes are set, I will be like the newbie again. I probably will talk to a few other asain girls, chit chat with them etc. My teachers may find me fun and outgoing some may find me annoying. But most teachers like me. My class may label me Silly or Stupid.. or better Smart. Something that starts with S usually. Probably Silly or Stupid, I ask stupid questions but life made me for questions. I probably "choose" a low profile or friendly group to be friends with and not the preppy group.
I probably try to make friends with guys but if they are all like the weird kind then no thank you. I may be come closer with my border house or whatever you call it. Maybe not? I probably die the first few days because I can't leave the school, probably sob all day because I can't have internet, probably call mama to tell her I hate it. LOL
Yeah. I'll get use it, then I'll be send of to some random family for the holidays because my parents are far far away. I hope I don't see my dad's friends's son. He is a complete jack@$$ and use to pick on me. He is mean, if I see him I'll pretend I don't know him. I hate his guts.
I wrote to Kelly but she never replied yet, reply ya bum. Okay.. enough babbling. Peace my friends, peace.
OH, p.s. DO NOT WATCH HANCOCK, ITS THE STUPIDIST AND CHEEZYIEST MOVIE EVER. I also watched The Mist, it was AWESOME. AWESOME MONSTERS. IT WAS REALLY GOOD. The ending should have been happy :(
Jamica ♥ ♥ 9:00 AM
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