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May 25, 2008

Mood: Depressed
Time: 8:41PM
Music: Headstrong - Ashlee Simpson
Drinking: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Browsing: Myspace
Want to: Stop the fuckin' pain in my stomach

I am emotional, pissed and annoyed right. My stomach is killing me, it hurts like hell. I spend 3 hours in bed sobbing this morning from exrreme pain AND then I spend other 2 hours on the sofa because I can't even walk properly because of the pain. Its not one of those pains that feels like you are being stabbed, it feels like someone is pulling the inside of my stomach and then letting go and pulling it again.

My mom made me drink hot water and gave a me something to put on my stomach to keep it warm. I am grumpy, annoyed and I want to hit something.

I like being a girl, don't get me wrong but this is so unfair. Why the hell do only girls have to go through this crap!? What the heck was god [if he existed] thinking!? Why the heck did mother nature decided that females have to suffer child birth, monthly crap and whole bunch of things a male can't even imagine?

What did women do so wrong do derserve this? I hate men. They are so lucky that they don't go through crap like this.

The amount of pain a girl goes through child birth is equal to a boy peeing golfballs. I know. I love this world. The pain caused by monthly crap is equal to a boy getting hit in the stomach with a baseball bat.

WHY the heck do I have to go through this TT--TT! I have a science exam [well actually its on Tuesday for me] tomorrow. I can't even study properly. Urgggg I am going to call Alex and yell at him for being a guy. =_=

P.S. I can sleep in tomorrow but I am going to get up and study
P.S.S. I like myspace again. yeah.
Jamica ♥ ♥ 8:40 PM